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People have photos of themselves in all stages of life that they'll look back to. I haven't had a picture taken in many, many years.

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Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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I rotted for so many years the years flew by. Not only do I not have photos, I don't have memories or experiences. It's all a blur of nothingness.

I also don't even want to have my photo taken, I avoid it. My mom wants to take my photo every now and then and I tell her no. I hate how I look in pictures. Idk what it is about photos, I look worse than in the mirror. Not to mention that I lost my hair so now I almost don't recognize the person in the photo. In the mirror my baldness doesn't seem that bad, but in a photo it's legitimately bumming me out every time I see it. Not to mention my chipped teeth (even with fillings they look like shit), my adult acne, my fat (I was very skinny for a while too but I went back to fat cause I looked even worse). Actually there's so many things that I hate about myself in a photo. My glasses somehow look worse, the bags beneath my eyes are big and dark, acne even on my head etc...

I had to have a photo taken for uni, seeing it was quite upsetting. I'm not the person I remember being. Not the person I see in my mind.
 
I only have childhood pics and they're taken by my family.
 
I get brutally mogged by my childhood pictures,
i always hated taking pics after age 7+
 
I only keep my best selfie photos. Brutal to look back and see the skin aging.
 
One time in high school, my bio teacher asked me why in my school picture i looked like i was 12. I told her i hadnt taken a school picture since like 5th grade. So my school kept using my old picture. Truth is, i had anxiety about having my picture taken so when it was picture day i always stayed home
 
They stopped taking photos of me since I was 5yo

I hate seeing myself in a picture, it makes me realize why I was treated like garbage all my life.
 
I guess this is an incel trait.

I have very few photos after age 15
 
Everything in my 5 years of uni is a blur for me. Sometimes I talk to my "friends" from back then and they start telling some stories, sometimes even including me, like "then virad did this" and I'm like I don't even remember anything at all.

I don't even have a mirror in my bathroom anymore because it just made me sad everyday.
 

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