
Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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I rotted for so many years the years flew by. Not only do I not have photos, I don't have memories or experiences. It's all a blur of nothingness.
I also don't even want to have my photo taken, I avoid it. My mom wants to take my photo every now and then and I tell her no. I hate how I look in pictures. Idk what it is about photos, I look worse than in the mirror. Not to mention that I lost my hair so now I almost don't recognize the person in the photo. In the mirror my baldness doesn't seem that bad, but in a photo it's legitimately bumming me out every time I see it. Not to mention my chipped teeth (even with fillings they look like shit), my adult acne, my fat (I was very skinny for a while too but I went back to fat cause I looked even worse). Actually there's so many things that I hate about myself in a photo. My glasses somehow look worse, the bags beneath my eyes are big and dark, acne even on my head etc...
I had to have a photo taken for uni, seeing it was quite upsetting. I'm not the person I remember being. Not the person I see in my mind.
I also don't even want to have my photo taken, I avoid it. My mom wants to take my photo every now and then and I tell her no. I hate how I look in pictures. Idk what it is about photos, I look worse than in the mirror. Not to mention that I lost my hair so now I almost don't recognize the person in the photo. In the mirror my baldness doesn't seem that bad, but in a photo it's legitimately bumming me out every time I see it. Not to mention my chipped teeth (even with fillings they look like shit), my adult acne, my fat (I was very skinny for a while too but I went back to fat cause I looked even worse). Actually there's so many things that I hate about myself in a photo. My glasses somehow look worse, the bags beneath my eyes are big and dark, acne even on my head etc...
I had to have a photo taken for uni, seeing it was quite upsetting. I'm not the person I remember being. Not the person I see in my mind.