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Your life was never ruined. It always started so badly
yeah it did, i never had a chance, not when i was young not now, everything robbed cause i'm born in the wrong place to the wrong parents, agepill is tuff
Be more confident
just get a haircut bro, just a couple cold showers bro
how you spend your days bro
I'm actually ruined. How were you ruined?
@truecelhell hell If thats you you mogg 90% of the forum
demeaning parents that fought all the time, raised a weak son, spent my earlier childhood years cowered in fear watching my dad beat the fuck out my mom every night, was a teachers pet in kindergarten and middle school, never fit in with the cool kid tho jfl, bizarre incidents in school, hs comes around i get picked on worse i look worse then i go schizo, dropped out at 15 to be a fully shut in hiki, basically am an extreme loner for 2-3 years now, every human milestone i should have met i haven't, it stresses me out but i don't care, also have severe ocd that makes my life one of the dullest on earth, idk who i am as a man anymore and i live in a 3rd world shithole on top of that
nah it's a dude that goes by worldoftshirts and he's disabled so i doubt he mogs anyone
yeah, i think of going on neet walks but there's literally nothing fun to do in my city or people to meet or nothing like that, kids are probably out and about cause final year exams have ended, IT SHOULD'VE BEEN ME
Sounded like you had a bad early childhood. That really sucks for brain development. I'm sorry to hear that. What about physical development? Was your puberty at least uninterrupted (no chronic stress and sleep deprivation)?
i have really bad black eyes and spent the last 2 years basically up every night and i'd say i'm pretty stressed, for no reason tho, my dad def looked more like a man at my age jfl, i'd say my shit diet and fucked up sleep pattern didn't really do me any good, at least i'm not horrifically recessed or anything, what ruined you tho?
Chronic stress from trying to compete in competitive running (Cross Country and Distance Track) in high school. Cried before most meets. Doing 17 minute 5ks and 4:45 miles is hell I wouldn't put anyone through, especially children. My parents made me do it and at the time I was brainwashed to believe authority could do no wrong. Also tryharded the FUCK out of school, essays other dude's would plagiarize and be done with in 5 minutes I would take 4 hours to write. Teachers were supposed to limit my tryharding legally through a 504 contract they signed on account of my autism, they didn't do shit tho (it's not like my parents cared enough about me to prosecute them or the school). I didn't get much sleep, and early in the fall I had to wake up at 5am for Cross Country practice in the park, doing mile repeats off like 3-4 hours of sleep.
It was hell.
The damage?
Undermasculization from testosterone suppression -wide hips, narrow shoulders, thin bones
Growth stunting for lack of hgh release from poor sleep - 4 inches of projected height loss (I could've been 6'1")
that sounds fucked up, how old are you now, i also have wider hips and a shit frame and i don't wanna make myself any shorter
is that you in your pfp and are you over 30
I'm 23. In a year from now I'll be ten years removed from it. Still feels like yesterday.
UMM ATLEAST YOUR NOT A JEW DURING THE HOLOCAUST 
Honestly you should go on night walks.
I've started to do them recently and Honestly it's very calming
no x2
sounds tough but at least you got pushed to do sports kek, but i relate to the not questioning authority stuff, i was an abiding quiet kid all my life which isn't a good thing
if i was alive during the holocaust i'd be a nazi gassing the jews so i'm not worried aboutUMM ATLEAST YOUR NOT A JEW DURING THE HOLOCAUST
yeah i don't even wanna be perceived or anything, where you live btw? just say if it's nice there or nah if you don't wanna dox yourself
Not a good thing. A bunch of incels think it is, but they're only saying that because of the association between Chad and Football.
I live in northern shitmerica and honestly it's kinda cold where I am but it is still very calming.
Especially if you go at midnight or something because then no one will be outside
yea you're right, ig we just have to copemaxx, are you in uni?
lucky. there's swarms of people and fucking homeless people and sketchy people if i try to go out at night lel
Dropped out at the last semester. I know, it's dumb. But I've heard too many stories of dude's not being hired for basic jobs because they have a degree (which employers can see as soon as they run your social security card) and are "overqualified". And at the time I was unemployed and didn't want to end up homeless.
so you have a job now?
Yeah. I'm a wagie at Target.
any aspirations?
To make enough money for:
-Moving to better state (Arizona is the worst state in the union)
-Affording Genioplasty, Clavicle extension, and lilac crest reduction
-Getting a car
-Fucking an escort
-Paying people to build me a small house in the woods (like a little cabin)
-Getting my first "real" job (I want to either be a pharmacist or a HS teacher or College professor)
-Affording ivf + surrogacy in order to have a son and save him from becoming me
what if something goes wrong with ivf, i'm not really that knowledgeable on that i just heard some ivfcel here say his life was ruined bcs of it, also who are you gonna raise your son with
No one. I'll raise the ultimate Chad. Mfer will be so badass that he could in Spetsnaz if that was still a thing.
Edit: Spetsnaz is still a thing. I mean special forces in general.
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How? And why? Is there extra chances of mutation with it?
what if you raise the ultimate incel instead lmao, idk i believe in nuclear families tbh
yeah i searched downsides and it said birth defects and worse embryo quality, i honestly think nutting in the mother of your child is the ultimate chad thing to do and there would be 0 chances of that kid growing up incel
Impossible. With my unexpressed Chad genetics + testosterone and hgh therapy while he's in puberty, he can't fail
I am living proof that this is not true.
yeah well you say you have chad genes so it only went wrong in your case cause of what you went through
Lol. I just walk around my neighborhood so maybe you can try that
too boring imo, really is a dull life. or maybe i'm dull or maybe both
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