Our lives are a fate much , much worse than death

[DeadOnArrivalCel]

If there is anyone on here who's glad they were born I'd be amazed.
I'm quite old and I've been around long enough to know that unless you're lucky , it only gets worse. If you live long enough you'll discover that things change massively and unrecognisably. But not in a good way. The world just gets more and more evil and hateful and you go through so much pain and humiliation that you don't have any strength to make things even vaguely better for yourself.

"Favoured above kings is the unborn child"

That is 100% true.

I envy those who live in countries where guns are easily obtained.
My idea of bliss is having the ever available option of being able to blow my own head off when things get too much. You don't know how lucky you are if you live in such a place.

If it came down to it we'd be hunted like animals and eaten.
The hate and anger people now have for genetic losers is monumental. I don't have to tell you that. Bitches announce that with practically every interaction with us.

This is war. Nothing less than war.

 

[blackbor]

My life is hell

 

[Pancakecel]

Roping is the only solution I can see, fantasizing about not existing is a frequent thought of mine.

Nothing will get better, only gradually worse. It's just tiring, living the same shit day in day out.

 

[SickWeakCoward]

No, we have it easy. Whores who can't score a gigachad - their lives are trully hell!

 

[Bane6]

I envy those who live in countries where guns are easily obtained.

 

[DeadOnArrivalCel]

Roping is the only solution I can see, fantasizing about not existing is a frequent thought of mine.

Nothing will get better, only gradually worse. It's just tiring, living the same shit day in day out.

It'd be easier if I had no siblings. My parents are both gone.
No one would seriously miss me. They probably wouldn't even find out I was dead until years later. And they don't care anyway. Cos no one really cares about anyone. I don't want pity from anyone, that includes normies, heath-care professionals, social media "friends", no one. They all know it's win or die in today's world.

 

[Clavicus Vile]

Yep, our bodies will only get shittier and uglier. And people will hate us more and more.

 

[Pancakecel]

It'd be easier if I had no siblings. My parents are both gone.
No one would seriously miss me. They probably wouldn't even find out I was dead until years later. And they don't care anyway. Cos no one really cares about anyone. I don't want pity from anyone, that includes normies, heath-care professionals, social media "friends", no one. They all know it's win or die in today's world.

Sorry to hear man, I still have direct family but they just ignore me/ look at me like there is something wrong with me, when I'm in their vicinity. The same way normfags glare at me like they have seen a ghost.

I don't know what to do, like you said, if I could get my hands on a gun and just end it instantly that would be perfect. I'm too scared to leap off the top of a building, or in front of a train etc.

I see you sometimes post about going to live music events, does that make you feel any better/ or help distract you for a bit?

 

[yeetbender.koala]

Life is hell.

 

[DeadOnArrivalCel]

Sorry to hear man, I still have direct family but they just ignore me/ look at me like there is something wrong with me, when I'm in their vicinity. The same way normfags glare at me like they have seen a ghost.

I don't know what to do, like you said, if I could get my hands on a gun and just end it instantly that would be perfect. I'm too scared to leap off the top of a building, or in front of a train etc.

I see you sometimes post about going to live music events, does that make you feel any better/ or help distract you for a bit?

Yes it helps although I often have a horrible extreme anxiety before leaving home. I'm usually on my own at gigs. That's a very rare thing. You used to see quite a lot of people alone at gigs in the 90s and early 2000s but now people only go to gigs to post about it on social media to "prove" how popular they are. Someone tried to ridicule me once but I don't give a shit. It's better to be alone than friends with fake friends. And if they feel the need to ridicule people it's pathetic . Maybe they envy my freedom.

 

[Poopless One]

Dnr but agree with title.