After the today thERapy and ton of bluepilled advice I can only tell that our lives are just unimaginable for most people.
Not only boomERs, but even most zoomERs (almost all foids) aren't capable of imagining of this dose of social rejection we have to face everyday. They can't think the 99% of met people don't want to know you (with its all consequences). Even many mentally disordered people can't still understand our daily battles to be seen as part of herd called soyciety.
They can't believe we used all of received occasions (which are still very rare) and they were devastating unsuccessful. They are still able to telling us we are taking too little actions and we have to love ourselves (excluding finding hobbies if they know that you have like me).
For the most people social interactions are natural and come naturally. They can't imagine no one talked to us for a few years and we were refused to talk by others and make relationships. It's like mental abomination for them. They will never acknowledge us that looks are the main first impression and 75% of further relationships or even looking for a friends. Who would like showing in public with literal Quasimodo?
Being nonNT and being aware of oneself differences and lost many years is brutal. This forum is really very unique, it's very rare to find people like you in real life.
Rarely do I make threads, but I had to do that.
Not only boomERs, but even most zoomERs (almost all foids) aren't capable of imagining of this dose of social rejection we have to face everyday. They can't think the 99% of met people don't want to know you (with its all consequences). Even many mentally disordered people can't still understand our daily battles to be seen as part of herd called soyciety.
They can't believe we used all of received occasions (which are still very rare) and they were devastating unsuccessful. They are still able to telling us we are taking too little actions and we have to love ourselves (excluding finding hobbies if they know that you have like me).
For the most people social interactions are natural and come naturally. They can't imagine no one talked to us for a few years and we were refused to talk by others and make relationships. It's like mental abomination for them. They will never acknowledge us that looks are the main first impression and 75% of further relationships or even looking for a friends. Who would like showing in public with literal Quasimodo?
Being nonNT and being aware of oneself differences and lost many years is brutal. This forum is really very unique, it's very rare to find people like you in real life.
Rarely do I make threads, but I had to do that.
