
Deleted member 21980
Boomercel
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I'm just wondering since I don't know how many exist here. I think i'm probably one of the older incels on here (37). I have no family other than literally my mom. She's healthy and in her early 70s, I think i've got about 10 more years with her worst case probably hopefully closer to 20. But I still sometimes lay in bed and wonder what it will be like when she's finally gone.
At that point I will not have anyone at all. I will be alone on this world and it scares me to death. I don't know if that will be the time I finally end it or not but I just wonder how orphancels on here cope.
At that point I will not have anyone at all. I will be alone on this world and it scares me to death. I don't know if that will be the time I finally end it or not but I just wonder how orphancels on here cope.