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I have been watching some "to catch a predator" and they were using decoys who were 19 or older who looked 12 for the realism. And it made me think about myself. I am almost 30 and I look EXACTLY THE SAME WAY I did when I was 11-12. Literally. The same face, the same skin (now it's acne-free so maybe even younger), the same body shape and size (I already explained here many of times I have some sort of condition that prevents me from gaining weight). Who the fuck could find a 11-12 yo looking guy attractive other than pedos. An since only like 0.01% of foids are pedo (or whatever extremely low number that is), that's GGs for me. Even with a full beard people don't give me 20 years. When I was beardless 4 years ago, my doctor asked me if I finished middle school because he wasn't sure (that means he wasn't sure if I was 15 at least). And I was already in mid 20s. I looked at my pics from when I was 19 and 14, I looked the same then as I look now. Just with beard that I have to have to look 18-ish. And more body hair obviously too.
Not only is it over for me in a romantic sense, but also socially, guys like me are treated like shit, like kids. I can't succeed in my life on ANY level due to my genes. That's why I officially make a statement, that I WILL kill myself before the end of 2021.
Not only is it over for me in a romantic sense, but also socially, guys like me are treated like shit, like kids. I can't succeed in my life on ANY level due to my genes. That's why I officially make a statement, that I WILL kill myself before the end of 2021.
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