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Every time I go to sleep I see her and she loves me but its so brutal irl I know she hates me and wants nothing to do with me.

I can't keep this up for long.
 
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My dream last night was weird. My friend and I were at the mall but I had no pants. I was carrying a bunch of clothes but then I dropped them on an escalator by accident and they got like pulled down by it. I went over to a security guard who was also my middle school principal and asked him what I could do. He just sighed and said “never drop shit on the escalator” then got up at left. I walked into a store that looked exactly like my bedroom after that. I felt a drip on my head and then I noticed a ton of blood was dripping from the ceiling. It was super gross and stressful cuz I thought it was real. I was super distressed at losing the shirt since in the dream I liked it
 
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goydivision said:
irl I know she hates me and wants nothing to do with me.
 
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goydivision said:
Every time I go to sleep I see her and she loves me but its so brutal irl I know she hates me and wants nothing to do with me.

I can't keep this up for long.
Go ER on her, in the dream offcourse..
 
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Last night I was on a game show and I had to name 5 brands of lean
 
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Your oneitis dreams of chad. The sooner you forget about that hoe the better
 
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Venomkore said:
My dream last night was weird. My friend and I were at the mall but I had no pants. I was carrying a bunch of clothes but then I dropped them on an escalator by accident and they got like pulled down by it. I went over to a security guard who was also my middle school principal and asked him what I could do. He just sighed and said “never drop shit on the escalator” then got up at left. I walked into a store that looked exactly like my bedroom after that. I felt a drip on my head and then I noticed a ton of blood was dripping from the ceiling. It was super gross and stressful cuz I thought it was real. I was super distressed at losing the shirt since in the dream I liked it
brutal. My dream was also pretty weird.

It was split in two parts. The first part I was with my cousins (normies but cool) and we were stuck in some haunted building populated with bloated landwhale corpses. Nothing really to note about that other than me sniping corpses from an inaccessible balcony. Second part was me just chilling with oneitis and she kept saying how the two of us are really special and how much she loves me blah blah. We went for a walk in some blood red but bright cavern and she kissed me and held my hand.

When I woke up I was crying.
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Last night I was on a game show and I had to name 5 brands of lean
yung leandoer with the sprite
 
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goydivision said:
brutal. My dream was also pretty weird.

It was split in two parts. The first part I was with my cousins (normies but cool) and we were stuck in some haunted building populated with bloated landwhale corpses. Nothing really to note about that other than me sniping corpses from an inaccessible balcony. Second part was me just chilling with oneitis and she kept saying how the two of us are really special and how much she loves me blah blah. We went for a walk in some blood red but bright cavern and she kissed me and held my hand.

When I woke up I was crying.
holy fuck, I hate dreams like that. When you wake up and the illusion dissolves into dust, as you frantically try to hold onto the memory of it is the worst.
 
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Venomkore said:
holy fuck, I hate dreams like that. When you wake up and the illusion dissolves into dust, as you frantically try to hold onto the memory of it is the worst.
Worst part is when the realization kicks in and you'll recognize that will never be you thanks to your recessed chin and autism.
 
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Smoke weed to kill your REM sleeping phase and never dream again

Take glycine to dream again even when on weed
 
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Ecstasy said:
Smoke weed to kill your REM sleeping phase and never dream again

Take glycine to dream again even when on weed
I like dreams tbh and I'm straight edge.
 
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goydivision said:
I like dreams tbh and I'm straight edge.
I also like dreams. Dream diary and reality checks helped me to dream on even when Im stoned. Do you believe dreams are a connection to your unconscious and can tell you deeper knowledge or do you dream just for fun?
 
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Ecstasy said:
I also like dreams. Dream diary and reality checks helped me to dream on even when Im stoned. Do you believe dreams are a connection to your unconscious and can tell you deeper knowledge or do you dream just for fun?
I just dream to get out this hellhole.
 
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Over_this_Life said:
Your oneitis dreams of chad. The sooner you forget about that hoe the better
And worst part is she'll get him. Maybe not permanently, but her dreams come partially true while only our nightmares do (we wake up).
 
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Justdone said:
Hey you’re back :feelsYall:
Mod(s) said this is my last chance. Sadly I didn't screencap the rat that ratted on me so I gotta watch out :feelsugh: