Blackpill healed my oneitis problem. I was obsessed with a hole for 15 years, and never really talked to her, just a few times. She rejected me in Middle School, but I still kept on liking her for years after that. I had hopes that we'd be together one day, and she would know my value and that I was the only one who loved her
for real. I wanted to marry her, I dreamed about her, I
never fapped to her, I didn't want anybody else because of her, I asked God to give me her, I tried to give my soul to the Devil to be with her (I'm lucky this shit isn't real). Everything for nothing in exchange. I've listened to the songs she liked, I've watched the TV shows she enjoyed, I wrote poems thinking about her, and I daydreamed about our lives together.
Up until last year, I was an Incel in denial, but after accepting my fate and learning the BP truth, my respect for women went from heaven to hell, I slowly stopped believing in love, marriage, and relationships...I've read so many experiences, and I've seen so many people getting fucked by their "loved ones", it was impossible to keep this illusion. Eventually, I just noticed that I didn't see her as special anymore, she was just another nasty hole chad wanter and it would be better for me to forget about it. Once I realized it, it was easier to see that there are billions of women in this world, a lot of them way smarter, more attractive, and more interesting than her, but I don't want their "love" but their pussy juice, that's all that matter.
