SuicideFuel One of the worst copes out there is acting like its STILL your fault (someway, somehow). BRO, JUST LET GO...

[Lookslikeit]

Im saying this cause im at fault (in some level) of doing this to myself.

You wanna "put yrslf back in the driver's seat" when you werent ever there.

Its not even a car, more like a bus driven by satan, straight to hell...

But i digress. You have to know, from the bottom of you heart, its over bro.

You cant dismiss it, you cant run away from it and you SURE AS HELL cant ascend. It ALWAYS COMES TO COLLECT.

Just cope as best as you can and let the fuck go.

 

[Stupid Clown]

"but bro, this girl smiled at me once so I'm VOLCEL"

 

[sasuke]

im at fault (in some level) of doing this to myself.

 

[Lookslikeit]

"but bro, this girl smiled at me once so I'm VOLCEL"

 

[Lookslikeit]

Graycel trying to be funny. What a joke.

 

[sasuke]

Graycel trying to be funny. What a joke..

“- “ You’ll do what your told

 

[Friezacel]

Im saying this cause im at fault (in some level) of doing this to myself.

 

[BlackLowLtn]

If I don't at least cope with this, how can I live? Who do I blame? The world? All my life been complete and utter torture, to the point that inceldom is just a small part of it though the loneliness isn't making anything better... It has to be my fault, if it's not then I spent my whole life trying over and over again for absolutely nothing.

 

[Allah (Real)]

If I don't at least cope with this, how can I live? Who do I blame? The world? All my life been complete and utter torture, to the point that inceldom is just a small part of it though the loneliness isn't making anything better... It has to be my fault, if it's not then I spent my whole life trying over and over again for absolutely nothing.

isn't the reality that it isn't your fault more comforting than the lie that it is?

this is picking between a painful lie and a comforting truth, its an easy choice

 

[BlackLowLtn]

isn't the reality that it isn't your fault more comforting than the lie that it is?

this is picking between a painful lie and a comforting truth, its an easy choice

If it was simply inceldom sure, but in so many ways my life had been stacked against me I really can't believe the idea that I haven't messed up; entire childhood consisting of abusive druggie single parent mom, bullying, homelessness, looks, (genuine) severe autism etc; with how improbable life in general is it just hard to think it's was completely up to chance in every instance and I couldn't have done atleast something to have changed my life.

And my only drive is to change something, without it I'm not sure what I'd do.

In the end I'm the one stuck with my life as well, i'd rather believe in cope and try than most definitely kms, I don't have enough self-love or respect to live on with the thought of just giving up the only thing that kept me living in the first place. Completely beaten out of me