One of the few things that my depressed, anhedonic brain finds exciting and pleasurable are women/sex. And ironically I can't fucking get any.

[Deleted member 7448]

For so many years, maybe even more than a decade now, I've found everything boring, pointless. I receive pleasure from almost nothing. Not even video games are pleasant anymore, haven't been for years.

But you see, it's still a male brain. And if one thing is hard-wired and is hard to lose, it's our desire for women and sex. I still would get very much pleasure from that.

And yet I can't get it. I can't get the one source of pleasure that is still there out in the world.

And the few other alternatives of real pleasure are inaccessible. Like drugs are highly illegal (and too expensive, even if they were legal I couldn't afford them). And they fuck your health up too much and make you derive pleasure from even less things. I haven't had a drink of alcohol in several years but my health is already fucked for life.

So... yeah. Work slave, work and pay taxes. Work and make barely enough money to pay the bills so you can survive to work some more. But no pleasure for you! Work harder and maybe one day you'll get some pussy, but only if you work harder and make more money for the rich owners and the corrupt politicians!

 

[Deleted member 27249]

The reason you are depressed and don't find most things pleasurable is because you don't have a woman or love.

 

[Gymcelled]

The reason you are depressed and don't find most things pleasurable is because you don't have a woman or love.

 

[Genetic Dead End]

I don’t find women or sex that exciting anymore.

 

[LastGerman]

I receive pleasure from almost nothing. Not even video games are pleasant anymore, haven't been for years.

I wish I could still distract myself with playing games. I cannot even play WoW anymore.

So... yeah. Work slave, work and pay taxes. Work and make barely enough money to pay the bills so you can survive to work some more.

And that is another problem. Regardless of how much effort you put into your work, your monthly income is still the same. If we could at least cope with a decent workplace though, where you are able to climb a career ladder but that is a thing of the past. Now, plenty of men have to do low-level work for the rest of their lives or become basically NEET and rot away.

 

[CopingJim]

can heavily relate

 

[Deleted member 7448]

I wish I could still distract myself with playing games. I cannot even play WoW anymore.



And that is another problem. Regardless of how much effort you put into your work, your monthly income is still the same. If we could at least cope with a decent workplace though, where you are able to climb a career ladder but that is a thing of the past. Now, plenty of men have to do low-level work for the rest of their lives or become basically NEET and rot away.

Been thinking of playing WoW again. I get these strong cravings like every half year. Started browsing the forums again, watching videos etc...

But I know it's pointless. Last time I did it I bought the expansion, played 3 days and uninstalled it. So much money wasted, so much fucking money... No wait, actually the last time was mid-expansion. I came back, bought a sub, played like 1 hour and I was like "HOLY SHIT I made a mistake this is so boring". Wrote a ticket and they refunded me the bnet balance lol.

Anyway, the income part is so fucking true. I know for a fact that when I get a job, even if I bust my ass hard for 12 hours a day I won't get anywhere. So a life of working for $300 a month if I'm lucky is what awaits me. While fucking corrupt pieces of shit and their sons and daughters are driving in expensive cars and are "businessmen", as if you can open a business in this country without laundering money from your corrupt activities.

 

[PPEcel]

Laos is a dry country?

 

[LastGerman]

Been thinking of playing WoW again. I get these strong cravings like every half year. Started browsing the forums again, watching videos etc...

But I know it's pointless. Last time I did it I bought the expansion, played 3 days and uninstalled it. So much money wasted, so much fucking money... No wait, actually the last time was mid-expansion. I came back, bought a sub, played like 1 hour and I was like "HOLY SHIT I made a mistake this is so boring". Wrote a ticket and they refunded me the bnet balance lol.

It is a vicious circle. I miss the old days of WoW where I was younger and had actual fun playing it. I just run PvP as a dwarf hunter. It was simple and good.

Perhaps I might get back to WoW though.

While fucking corrupt pieces of shit and their sons and daughters are driving in expensive cars and are "businessmen"

It is so fucking ridiculous whenever I have to think about it. Meanwhile I am even unable to drive and I will never have a good job at this point, regardless of how much effort I would put into it.

 

[dirtykombatcel]

The reason you are depressed and don't find most things pleasurable is because you don't have a woman or love.

Excellent TL DR for the thread.

 

[ReturnOfSaddam]

And the few other alternatives of real pleasure are inaccessible. Like drugs are highly illegal (and too expensive, even if they were legal I couldn't afford them). And they fuck your health up too much and make you derive pleasure from even less things. I haven't had a drink of alcohol in several years but my health is already fucked for life.

What country is this? If it's in Europe and you want to try drugs, even if you are broke you can buy GBL online. It's much cheaper than alcohol and converts into GHB in your body, which is like a cross between alcohol and MDMA and doesn't give you a hangover. It's much healthier than alcohol too, some narcolepsy patients take it daily. You just have to measure the dose which is easy just buy a pipette.

 

[Deleted member 7448]

What country is this? If it's in Europe and you want to try drugs, even if you are broke you can buy GBL online. It's much cheaper than alcohol and converts into GHB in your body, which is like a cross between alcohol and MDMA and doesn't give you a hangover. It's much healthier than alcohol too, some narcolepsy patients take it daily. You just have to measure the dose which is easy just buy a pipette.

See, why are things like that highly illegal? Fucking governments man, they want you to only be a slave and never enjoy yourself. I'd actually use that daily if it were legal, but as it stands it's highly illegal and in this country ordering over the internet isn't all that possible.

 

[ReturnOfSaddam]

See, why are things like that highly illegal? Fucking governments man, they want you to only be a slave and never enjoy yourself. I'd actually use that daily if it were legal, but as it stands it's highly illegal and in this country ordering over the internet isn't all that possible.

Yeah it's fucking infuriating. It's so much better than alcohol, I used it every day for over a year and am basically fine, If that was alcohol I'd be dead. I need to stock up though before it gets banned here too. Prohibition makes me fucking rage more than anything, legit hate the fucking (((american))) hegemony on this so much, how almost all recreational drugs are banned in literally almost every fucking country. The more I think about that the more insane and hard to believe it is, but it's literally true. Why the fuck are FUN CHEMICALS banned in every single country on Earth?! Shit like that makes me closer to believing in shit like ZOG/illuminati, it just seems fucking bizarre.

Drugs are banned literally based on whether they're fun or not, with alcohol being an exception because it's ancient and easy to make, plus has enough users that the govt can make shitloads of taxing it. The government legit just hates the thought of men enjoying themselves. Drugs are #1 cope.