MuddyBuddy
It's pointless
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This was back when I was 19 entering my second year at uni. I was massively blue pilled and believed that I just didn't find the right one. This was in one of my calc classes and next to me sat this high tier foid who knew I have zero chance with even then but was just mesmerized by the idea of her talking to me. It's amazing I didn't see it then but looking back now she only sat next to me and started talking after she saw I got 100 on first exam. From there I was basically doing most of her work for her. It started explaining basic shit to her and towards the end of the class I was basically doing her hw for her and helping her cheat on exams. We would text and stuff after and between classes and I deluded myself into thinking I might have a chance. Well as you might expect as soon as the class was over the texting slowed down a lot and she eventually just started ignoring me. I actually confronted her about it and literally asked if she was just using me and wasn't actually interested in being friends. She pretty much just completely cut me off after that and I never talked to her since.
I would give almost anything to go back and tell her to go fuck herself whenever she asked for help in class. I can't believe I was so fucking stupid back then, cucked beyond belief. I was literally part of the reason why foids act so entitled and get free rides in life. Needless to say since then I've been a lot more brutal towards foids but I always go back to this one that really shook me inside. Not a day goes by where I don't think about this and feel my blood boil in anger .
I would give almost anything to go back and tell her to go fuck herself whenever she asked for help in class. I can't believe I was so fucking stupid back then, cucked beyond belief. I was literally part of the reason why foids act so entitled and get free rides in life. Needless to say since then I've been a lot more brutal towards foids but I always go back to this one that really shook me inside. Not a day goes by where I don't think about this and feel my blood boil in anger .