janoycresva
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What sucks is that back in middle school, I was still incel tier but that was just because I was super shy and a twink. Come high school, I start gymceling and am still shy. Come sophomore year, I start getting severe cystic acne and stay consistent with the gymceling to cope. This leads me to develop quite an advanced level physique and strength for my age. However, the physique doesn't help when your face looks wrecked.
Nowadays, anytime I see someone from middle school, I notice I mog them in pretty much every way except my skin. Which easily brings me down to a 2-4 rating. Keep in mind that these kids from my past that I'm mogging in all the other features have already gotten laid multiple times and have had multiple girlfriends. Because of my severe scars, I'm forced to watch my youth slip by. Even if I were to recover, the emotional damage would have been done. I don't know how to interact with women. I take every little kindness from a female as an IOI (of course I'm not delusional enough to think that they want me, I'm just desperate).
It's crazy how one type of condition can ruin your entire SMV. Why me? I don't see anyone with scars like mine when I walk down a busy street everyday. Why me?????
Nowadays, anytime I see someone from middle school, I notice I mog them in pretty much every way except my skin. Which easily brings me down to a 2-4 rating. Keep in mind that these kids from my past that I'm mogging in all the other features have already gotten laid multiple times and have had multiple girlfriends. Because of my severe scars, I'm forced to watch my youth slip by. Even if I were to recover, the emotional damage would have been done. I don't know how to interact with women. I take every little kindness from a female as an IOI (of course I'm not delusional enough to think that they want me, I'm just desperate).
It's crazy how one type of condition can ruin your entire SMV. Why me? I don't see anyone with scars like mine when I walk down a busy street everyday. Why me?????