Venting On having autism and being a manlet

[VirginAutistManlet]

I am forced out of society, barred from having relationships and sex. I am not allowed to experience most of the joys of being human. People treat me like a Black-Hole to their social status, further isolating me.

I have spent every single day of my adult life sitting in front of a computer screen, because it is the only way I can mimic social interaction through talking to people online, and mimic sexual pleasure through porn. None of these things can replace real life experiences, real social interaction, real relationships, real intimacy, real sex.

The only bit of respite I get is autismbux, which I appreciate, but my situation is like keeping a prisoner on life-support. I am a prisoner of things that are out of my control, if I was taller and did not have autism, my life would be completely different.

I have been in therapy for the last 3 years with 4 (four) different Clinical Psychologists and so far the treatment has done absolutely nothing, if anything, I have continued to regress.

Pic related is my facial expression 24/7

 

[Deleted member 18515]

lol at people who have autism, Aspergers is better tbh

 

[Insomniac]

Some here underestimate just how bad autism is tbh. It can destroy any hope of having a normal life you have and doom you to isolation.

 

[Joelossus]

It's silly that people with autism are somehow still expected to function in society the same way normal people do.

 

[VirginAutistManlet]

Some here underestimate just how bad autism is tbh. It can destroy any hope of having a normal life you have and doom you to isolation.

If its over for anyone, its over for autismcels.

 

[Deleted member 17599]

Can relate. I have the same conditions as you and it's truly over. Paying for (((therapy))) is cucked though. They will only try to feed you with bluepills.

 

[ColdLightOfDay]

How tall are you?

 

[Deleted member 17719]

How hard was it to get Autismbux, I'm going to try when I get older as people treat you like dirt at work if you are an awkward asocial autist

 

[VirginAutistManlet]

How tall are you?

5'7

How hard was it to get Autismbux, I'm going to try when I get older as people treat you like dirt at work if you are an awkward asocial autist

It would be hard for you have worked before, I have never had a job. I have heard that if you have worked before that that is proof to them that you can do something.

 

[Yuhuhu]

5'7

Man, that used to be average a few decades ago. Tall 14 year olds have ruined the average in people's eyes. I mean, every few minutes I see a 6'+ lanky and awkward kid on the streets.

 

[VirginAutistManlet]

Man, that used to be average a few decades ago. Tall 14 year olds have ruined the average in people's eyes. I mean, every few minutes I see a 6'+ lanky and awkward kid on the streets.

My sisters are taller than me. Anytime I go outside to buy food or something (very rarely) I get height mogged by everyone including teenage girls. I usually just online order groceries or eat whatever my parents buy, to avoid going out

 

[Yuhuhu]

My sisters are taller than me. Anytime I go outside to buy food or something (very rarely) I get height mogged by everyone including teenage girls.

Yeah man, that's why I now just avoid going outside. Being mogged by a 30 year old tall Chad is something, but being mogged to hell and back by teenage boys is something else. Why couldn't I just be born a few inches taller?

 

[Deleted member 17719]

5'7



It would be hard for you have worked before, I have never had a job. I have heard that if you have worked before that that is proof to them that you can do something.

I have walked out of half the jobs I've done though because of verbal abuse from angry NT's

 

[VirginAutistManlet]

Yeah man, that's why I now just avoid going outside. Being mogged by a 30 year old tall Chad is something, but being mogged to hell and back by teenage boys is something else. Why couldn't I just be born a few inches taller?

Last time I went to the shop there was a couple, the guy was easily 6'3 or taller, the girl was at least 5'10. I look like a literal subhuman standing near them. If that 6'3+ guy was 5-10 inches shorter his entire life would be completely different based on that 1 trait, it is fucking insane. The reason he gets his dick wet and gets to have all that intimate pleasure in life is because of things he was born with, while others like me suffer in isolation and mental anguish for traits we were born with and had no say in having. Its not fucking fair.

 

[Yuhuhu]

Last time I went to the shop there was a couple, the guy was easily 6'3 or taller, the girl was at least 5'10. I look like a literal subhuman standing near them. It's fucking insane how much of a different your life is by what you're born with. If that 6'3+ guy was 5-10 inches shorter his entire life would be completely different based on that 1 trait, it is fucking insane. The reason he gets his dick wet and gets to have all that pleasure in life is because of things he was born with, while others like me suffer in isolation and mental anguish for traits we were born with and had no say in having. Its not fucking fair.

Well it's not like there's anything we can about that. It all depends on our genes. BTW how old are you? Can you grow anymore?

 

[Pinpoint]

How easily irritable do you get.

 

[VirginAutistManlet]

Well it's not like there's anything we can about that. It all depends on our genes. BTW how old are you? Can you grow anymore?

In a few months time I will be 32 years old, the same age when Alexander the Great died.

How easily irritable do you get.

Very very very very very very very very very very easily irriated. I think its some form of """PTSD""" from being treated like shit my entire life.

 

[Yuhuhu]

In a few months time I will be 32 years old, the same age when Alexander the Great died.

It never even began. Do you have any plans to SEAmaxx or anything? Your height will at least be average/higher-than-average there.

 

[The Abyss]

It's silly that people with autism are somehow still expected to function in society the same way normal people do.

Very good observation.

 

[HighTGymcel]

It is cucked

 

[VirginAutistManlet]

It never even began. Do you have any plans to SEAmaxx or anything? Your height will at least be average/higher-than-average there.

Im OCD about cleanliness so I couldn't go live in a SEA country, they're dirty countries. But I do have enough autismbux saved up to live in Thailand for many decades.

Thing is, I never even travelled to a different state, let alone another country. I have stayed in my same post-code, in the same major city my entire life. The furthest Ive been away from my home since being born has probably been 100km away, while on some shitty school camp or something over 20 years ago.

 

[Deleted member 16455]

being ethnic or having autism is awful.

 

[ChinaCurry]

But at least you're white right? So there still options available to you

 

[VirginAutistManlet]

But at least you're white right?

Depends who you ask. I would say no. "White" to me is purely Northern Europeans. But now apparently "White" means anyone that has pale skin and blue/green eyes, which are 2 traits I have, despite not being of Northern European ancestry.