No they wouldnt without me, have to organise the candy myself, sadly theres hardly anyone that comes to our house, not many kids around. Feels good when I can gift someone something, at least then I can get a glimpse of what it feels like to know that somebody else thinks about you and cares about you, even if he doesnt know you well.
Especially with children, they cant defend themselves, theyre naive, they can actually feel true happiness because they dont know better yet, always liked children even if other people found them annoying, they were just having fun. Pretty happy that I dont have to deal with the bullshit of childhood or adolescence anymore, but would love to have children myself, would really make an effort to have them have happy, stable lives and prepare them for the future, dont let them run into traps like in my case. Sadly will never happen naturally though, cope is surrogacy but I fear its not going to work out either.