Tempus Edax Rerum
Sexless, Neutered, tax-paying Mouse
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When I was younger, I was able to endure being alone and unwanted fairly "well", but at the back of my head, I've always had this fear. That with aging, and weakening of my physical body, my mental fortitude will also weaken. In effect, I will be less equipped to deal with being alone.
To really be alone, to not resort to suicide or completely go insane as the result of being alone, you really, need to be strong, but with the aging body... your ability to deal with loneliness and solitude erodes away, you get weaker, and you are no longer equipped to endure solitude.
Being 27 and approaching my thirties as KHHV... I find it more and more difficult to focus. The overarching aura of loneliness, melancholy the constant nagging of the body for physical intimacy, along with the emotional aspect of wanting to be wanted and loved, is becoming a torment that I am finding my self less and less able to deal with. Less able to ingore and repress these feelings into some dark corner of my mind... more and more these feelings consume me, and make my existence more and more cruel, more and more unbearable.
I know a lot of older cels, are in an emotionally vegetated state, where they don't really feel much, or anything anymore.
Anyways, any oldercels 25+, if you want to share how your inner battle against loneliness is going, please feel free to drop a comment below.
To really be alone, to not resort to suicide or completely go insane as the result of being alone, you really, need to be strong, but with the aging body... your ability to deal with loneliness and solitude erodes away, you get weaker, and you are no longer equipped to endure solitude.
Being 27 and approaching my thirties as KHHV... I find it more and more difficult to focus. The overarching aura of loneliness, melancholy the constant nagging of the body for physical intimacy, along with the emotional aspect of wanting to be wanted and loved, is becoming a torment that I am finding my self less and less able to deal with. Less able to ingore and repress these feelings into some dark corner of my mind... more and more these feelings consume me, and make my existence more and more cruel, more and more unbearable.
I know a lot of older cels, are in an emotionally vegetated state, where they don't really feel much, or anything anymore.
Anyways, any oldercels 25+, if you want to share how your inner battle against loneliness is going, please feel free to drop a comment below.