I hate this disorder if you don't have it be happy.
O cD is so annoying
do u have the type of OCD that comes with paranoia?
Should be reported for incel shaming
How is the feeling ? What kind of thoughts you have ?
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ur on medication I hope?
Yes but it barely does anything.
A snitch’s tale is woven with threads of despair.
brutal high dose SSRI/SNRI+low dose antipsychotic typically cooks.
nevER selling
SSRI meds will destroy the minds and bodies of many people
yeah the dumb foids who take it after getting dumped by chad. medicine is typically good for those who need it but poison for those that dont.
True but I have desperately needed help in the past due to severe ocd and SSRI meds did absolutely nothing for it and made my body very sick even with small doses so taking them isn't an option. Just had to learn to deal with the OCD on my own
everyone's brain is different u just gotta keep trying different stuff. that's what i did.
I've tried a lot of them. It's not worth it when you have physical health issues too you have to manage. I have to regulate my physical health with medications and any of those SSRIs will destroy the balance
owari da. I'd be too crazy to log in if I didn't take my meds.
Just picture, my brain has been tormented by OCD since age 7. And I'm 20 now so that's 13 years of dealing with it unassisted by any meds. It's not as bad now as it was back then but still bad enough. People without issues like this wouldn't understand how hellish it is when your brain actively works against you and you have to fight that shit constantly
that's why it's impossible to be friends with normies as a mentalcel
I know. Also normies all have the same interests (sports, talking about nothing, and simping over women). Since I basically only enjoy car stuff there is just nothing to talk about with them since they couldn't understand
Do you have ocd yourself?
I had 2 psychward roommates with it. I don't have it myself I have other shit. But I know that OCD isn't remotely to be underestimated. When it's really bad they just got locked in their minds (staring into space). One had pure O so he did that a lot (he was extremely depressed I hope he didn't rope) the other had rituals, crazy contamination OCD, and paranoia which also made him think I was an enemy conspiring against him (I got attacked too).
I don't have the pure o or paranoia but I relate to the ritual kind. Your brain will spam annoying thoughts in your head at random times such as "flip the light switch 3 times or you're gonna get in a car crash when you leave", or "don't eat that bag of chips right now, pick the other one or you're gonna get sick from it". You get the point, it's obvious that these threats it gives you have no basis in logic and are meaningless, but if you try to not give into what it asks you to do then it will just keep tormenting you by reminding you of the ritual you need to do or else what it tells you will happen.
I find that without meds to help with this it's very annoying and you have to try to blow it off sometimes or you'd be a total slave to it but sometimes you gotta give in and just do what it says to have mental peace afterwards and get your brain to stop keeping you in that tense state. Bit of a rant from me since I usually just post here for fun but this has been a major problem from age 7-8 onward and never went away for a day. And yeah, most people grossly underestimate how tormenting this is.
I've heard people irl joke around about OCD by saying stuff like "I'm so OCD that I have to organize my desk well" or "I'm so OCD that I clean my house twice a week and don't even wear shoes inside". Bullshit, fuck you, anyone who starts a sentence irl with "I'm so OCD" is a larper. Real ones who have it would never tell anyone they aren't close with irl about it due to the social stigma. Just because you are organized doesn't mean you have OCD fucktard, you wouldn't last a day in the shoes of someone with it.
Most normal people, men or women cannot comprehend what it would be like to have something in your brain that spams these threats to you at random times and demands you do rituals to make the torment stop. They just wouldn't understand at all
Well said. Seeing it in person really hit me, OCD isn't the small fry people think it is and undoubtedly drives people to suicide. I hope it'll settle down as u age (my issues got way worse kek) or you'll find the right med(s) for urself in the future.
Yeah it was unironically a massive contributor to my suffering that made me seriously consider ending it in the past. But my physical health issues before I had medications made the OCD seem like nothing in comparison. My health isn’t perfect now and I have to take certain meds for life to stay alive but it beats how ill I was around 2019.
OCD did get a bit less bad with age for me luckily. It’s probably only half as bad now as it was back in 2013-2020, but that doesn’t mean it’s not still a major issue. Kinda one of those things I had to learn to live with because there isn’t really a solution. Too bad humans aren’t like cars where you could take out the bad parts and replace them with properly working ones
One of the worst parts about OCD imo is that society doesn’t view it as a legit problem. Like if you’ve got cancer or something like that, everyone is gonna feel bad for you can care for you, or at the very least acknowledge you are experiencing something brutal. But they just brush off OCD and other mental issues like they don’t massively affect your quality of life.
yep. u prob already know this but never and I repeat never tell anyone about ur mental illness. don't tell ur boss, coworkers, cousins, etc about it if u can really help it. they will absolutely think less of u and use it against u. the only places u can vent are on obscure internet spaces like this one.
Absolutely. Nobody but my parents and one or two other close family members ever knew about it. Knew better than to tell it to any friends I ever had. Society puts so much stigma around this that you can’t afford to give any indication you have it. Also most people think mental illness means you’re crazy. It doesn’t. I’m far more conscious and aware of my life than the average normie is. These things just make your life worse. They don’t make you any less capable of rational thoughts
Same thing is for weird fetishes like mine. I think I’d be unironically judged more for my fetish than OCD if I told people about both. That’s why I can’t help but go on and on about my fetish stuff here because it’s the only place I can talk about it and get some sort of validation. I never even told my mother about my fetish
from my memories in uni, ur definitely less oblivious than the average person ur age.
Thanks. Most people my age are legit brainrotted and have no interest to do stuff irl besides social stuff or post on social media. If you try to talk about anything with them that requires much thought they can't handle it, and the funny part is I never went to uni so I technically have far less education than them too
. Imo a big factor in it is I wasn't an ipad kid in the sense I had old af parents and was around boomer type hobbies instead of modern shitMy car hobby actually probably keeps my brain from wasting away because it gives me some joy and also takes some skill to fix that stuff
most ppl ur age are just chasing validation. I have a decent amount of education under my belt but it's not what made me who I am. I only matured after suffering. this emo dude from a kid's cartoon (naruto) summarizes it pretty well.Thanks. Most people my age are legit brainrotted and have no interest to do stuff irl besides social stuff or post on social media. If you try to talk about anything with them that requires much thought they can't handle it, and the funny part is I never went to uni so I technically have far less education than them too
My car hobby actually probably keeps my brain from wasting away because it gives me some joy and also takes some skill to fix that stuff
Yeah I got a lot of maturity for my age from suffering. After all I've dealt with a lot of non inceldom related problems like severe health issues and other stuff that most people never have issues with till later in life. Plus with my father being dead I have have to deal with many of life's problems with no help from another man. And I end up missing him a lot. It's fucked up to lose a parent a good while before you were even 20 and is exactly a reason why old people shouldn't have kids. Other than the consequences like bad health and higher autism risk, the child is gonna lose their parents way younger than they shouldmost ppl ur age are just chasing validation. I have a decent amount of education under my belt but it's not what made me who I am. I only matured after suffering. this emo dude from a kid's cartoon (naruto) summarizes it pretty well.
brutal expired breederpill. I learned nothing from my father. it wasn't till I inherited his issues that I learned why kek.
Most of my issues came from my mother tbh. My father actually taught me a heck of a lot and we did a lot of cool stuff. Despite him being a major cheapskate who wouldn't buy you much at all and some other things, I'm glad I had him as a father for the good parts
I could never get my video game DLCs or my snacks on time when I was a kid (da fug is an allowance)
. Either way he put food on the table and didn't bother me much so I have no complaints.
Yeah he'd always buy food but it was my mother I had to ask if I wanted anything besides the bare necessitiesI could never get my video game DLCs or my snacks on time when I was a kid (da fug is an allowance)
Mine manifests itself as dematillomania. Unfortunately, this also applies to other people which is basically why I am an incel. I have clawed out people's earrings or gouged at tattoos when I have had episodes due to my damned impulse to pick at things that my disorder tells me that "don't belong". I take heavy SSRIs for it, and I can mostly function, but this practically disqualifies me in the eyes of most people in terms of the dating market.
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