Venting Obviously women have no empathy for suffering men

[heckworld]

This is a personally story. So I'll give a little background.

I'm an addict in recovery, a chronic relapser as well. So my (feminine dominated) family has little trust in me.
I currently stay at a "sober living" house. (Basically a house where you live with other guys and pay rent, just have to stay sober.)

Over time my family has lost trust in me due to my relapses. And I recently asked if I could come over to spend Christmas eve and Christmas day with them, didn't even ask for gifts or anything like that. Just wanted to spend the holiday.
My mom was a little apprehensive but seemed okay with it, she then said "it's really all up to your sister".

Well, okay. I've had a tenuous relationship with my sister for a while but maybe it's worth a shot to ask her.

I call her, and ask and she goes on this long rant about how much of a scumbag I am and how much trauma I've put the family through and how we'll probably never have a relationship again.

Been thinking about relapsing or just straight up killing myself after that. It hurt a lot to be honest. Am I in the wrong for even asking her? What should I have done?

 

[asdfghjqbbbb]

older sister or younger?

 

[faded]

Hole are all prostitute just ask your sister for rough sex

 

[heckworld]

older sister or younger?

Younger. She just recently turned 18 though, so there's no reason for her to be acting so irrationally.

 

[oofy]

mogs me for having a family tbh

 

[GENSHIT CHIMPACT]

Younger. She just recently turned 18 though, so there's no reason for her to be acting so irrationally.

did you ever actually do any harm or she just being a bitch

 

[Overman]

Eh, stay off the drugs, I've not done much opiates but I've done a bit of meth, those hardcore drugs are fricked

 

[heckworld]

did you ever actually do any harm or she just being a bitch

Not really. They like to gaslight me about stuff I know never happened as well.

Eh, stay off the drugs, I've not done much opiates but I've done a bit of meth, those hardcore drugs are fricked

I'm trying man

 

[IncelsNeverCry]

You become a retard on hard drugs, and it gets tiresome real fast for your family and peers, give it some more time it's all we have.

 

[GENSHIT CHIMPACT]

Not really. They like to gaslight me about stuff I know never happened as well.

I'm trying man

smokers are often low life faggots so idk

 

[asdfghjqbbbb]

mogs me for having a family tbh

 

[Friday I'm In Love]

how much trauma I've put the family through and how we'll probably never have a relationship again.

the fuck did you do ? this nigga beat his family while on drugs

 

[heckworld]

the fuck did you do ? this nigga beat his family while on drugs

I never did anything abusive or traumatic. I'm not that type of person. My sister just considers me nodding off at my desk "traumatic"

 

[Overman]

I never did anything abusive or traumatic. I'm not that type of person. My sister just considers me nodding off at my desk "traumatic"

What a fucking bitch, if you wanna nod honestly fuck it, when you put it that way I feel bad for you brocel, I thought maybe you were like crazy off the shit.