Obsidian pilled by an oral surgeon today. Feeling the deepest despair/hopelessness I have ever felt in my life (serious).

[UglyHikikomori]

I feel as if All 4+ billion girls rejected me based off appearance all at once today in the surgeons office.

the most BRUTAL obsidian pill I have ever experienced in my entire life. He straight up told me every single flaw with my face and went above and beyond on things that werent even related to my mandible/jaw/orbitals. Literally no emotion whatsoever in telling me I am basically sub3 with no hope except for surgery with him.




Before anyone says "well duh, hes supposed to be blackpilled hes an maxillofacial surgeon, whatd you expect". NO! This was different. I have had numerous PS consults and this one was the most blackpilled yet. I have the deepest depression I have ever experienced in my life right now. I lament all the time about how over for me it is, but its all mastubatory, I KNOW ITS BEYOND OVER FOR ME, but this guy basically told me to get surgery or hang myself.


Not even the most blackpilled PSL rater calling me a legit .5/10 could deliver such a blow like this guy did. Ive had severe suicical ideation before, but I think I may call it quits. I have no tears left. My life is the definition of suffering.

 

[th62eathhts2]

sounds like a good surgeon. your depression stems from you being poor. go not be poor.

 

[Zesto]

Keep in mind he's a salesman as much as he is a surgeon, I'd trust a lot of the guys on here as they're not looking to make a dollar of you over that.

You can cope by playing some new vegas made by obsidian games.

 

[UglyHikikomori]

sounds like a good surgeon. your depression stems from you being poor. go not be poor.

I am not poor. The only true depression arises from sub 7 looks

 

[Deleted member 13322]

Why would you put yourself in that position if you're that insecure? What did you expect?

 

[UglyHikikomori]

Keep in mind he's a salesman as much as he is a surgeon, I'd trust a lot of the guys on here as they're not looking to make a dollar of you over that.

You can cope by playing some new vegas made by obsidian games.

I get that but this was a black pill in the making. I had numerous CBCT scans, xrays,. etc and we spent a good 2 hours discussing the flaws of my AND body. Trust me, Idk how else to say it- I have had no less than 20 plastic surgery consults in my life, this guys black pill was extraterrestial and I feel permanently scarred from it

Why would you put yourself in that position if you're that insecure? What did you expect?

Ive been in terrible positions before similar to this. This just happened to be different.

 

[RageAgainstTDL]

So get the surgery then? Wtf.

 

[Sparrow's Song]

I am not poor. The only true depression arises from sub 7 looks

Truth

 

[UglyHikikomori]

So get the surgery then? Wtf.

Lol if you think jaw surgery is a 'just get it done procedure'. I need a lefort 3 that's no joke

 

[qwepmi]

If youre 100% getting surgery than the uglier you are the better. 3/10 surgerymaxxing to a 6/10 is a lot better than a 5/10 to 6/10. Just imagine how much better you will be treated

 

[UglyHikikomori]

If youre 100% getting surgery than the uglier you are the better. 3/10 surgerymaxxing to a 6/10 is a lot better than a 5/10 to 6/10. Just imagine how much better you will be treated

my thoughts exactly. I risk my NEET life for this procedure

 

[this is hell]

Keep in mind he's a salesman as much as he is a surgeon, I'd trust a lot of the guys on here as they're not looking to make a dollar of you over that.

this. doctors make big money off surgery, no shit theyre going to tell you you need it.

 

[WarriorSkull]

So tell us everything wrong with you and all the suggested surgery.

 

[EthnicelNL]

Well the good thing is that it can never get any worse for you right?

 

[caturday]

I had numerous CBCT scans, xrays,. etc and we spent a good 2 hours discussing the flaws of my AND body.

How did you ask him for explanations etc? When I go to consults and ask them, they barely say anything then shove me out, like they're in a hurry.

 

[nxdismycope]

i did a small medical procedure to gain some look points. everyone in the clinic was really brutal AF to me, but thats mostly to convince you to do it.

 

[masterwizard]

Whats wrong with you? Do you have some specific disorder or abnormality, or are just an aesthetic trainwreck?

 

[Phaoni]

Could I get your pictures OP. I'm legitimately curious. I will respect your pictures and never reveal them to anyone.

 

[Incel801]

This happened to me when i went to get some acne scars sanded off my face..they took hi rez pics of my face and i realized when looking at them that it was so bad that no surgery was going to fix my uglyness...my my face is awful and goes beyond simple skin problems

I hate even being reminded of that day.. it was so painful that ive just done my best to block out those memories

 

[randomguy1235]

I feel as if All 4+ billion girls rejected me based off appearance all at once today in the surgeons office.

the most BRUTAL obsidian pill I have ever experienced in my entire life. He straight up told me every single flaw with my face and went above and beyond on things that werent even related to my mandible/jaw/orbitals. Literally no emotion whatsoever in telling me I am basically sub3 with no hope except for surgery with him.




Before anyone says "well duh, hes supposed to be blackpilled hes an maxillofacial surgeon, whatd you expect". NO! This was different. I have had numerous PS consults and this one was the most blackpilled yet. I have the deepest depression I have ever experienced in my life right now. I lament all the time about how over for me it is, but its all mastubatory, I KNOW ITS BEYOND OVER FOR ME, but this guy basically told me to get surgery or hang myself.


Not even the most blackpilled PSL rater calling me a legit .5/10 could deliver such a blow like this guy did. Ive had severe suicical ideation before, but I think I may call it quits. I have no tears left. My life is the definition of suffering.

OP could you please discuss some of the recommendations and surgeries the surgeon discussed with you?

 

[Deleted member 1410]

I would say, "that's nice but watch this" and then proceed to sock him in the jaw

"now fix your own face, faggot"