It seems like I drew the shortest straw again.
"Autism therapy" first day introduction. (missed the train last week).
Young German blonde plain jane / becky. Framemogged me as always.
Vibes of the female toxic equivalent of insecure masculinity.
Looked a bit like big red but natural blonde and taller.
She did not really introduce herself and I asked her if she is my psychotherapist. She answered "I am your therapist, but I studied special education" (a form pedagogy / andragogy) "I thougt this is a psychotherapy?" She asks me If I'd like to prefer to be treated by her colleague, then. I said, I don't know yet no idea about her profession etc..
She then went far to much into sperglord territory, treated me like I am mentally retarded. I talked a bit about my bad therapy experiences and my life. I asked her at some point how long she's working here. Half a year. She reads most stuff from some paper, textbook answers, gets angrier and angrier and if anything by heart she spills the usual bluepill equivalent for therapy. I asked later then if I could still switch. Maybe it's better, if I get treated by a shrink because my truckload of problems unrelated to autism. (I more or less asked for her opinion) She yells at me "This is not your decision anyway and you don't have to be that condescending and if you don't like it I can go" Sheeesh, WTF? Where is the point if I am not allowed to talk about my problems? Why do I have the feeling this will end again in some fake treatment of an unreal version of me thanks to forbidden reality that doesn't fit their narrative? They made big advertisment with "individual treatment to the needs of every patient" and that they are not like other facilities on their flyer. This seems to be a big thing? Illusion of choice, for some raeson. They pretend you have a say but if you want to claim it they get angry or it is somehow not possble for bullshit reasons? Is this some mindgame, I don't get?
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NOTICE I am not even really anti-feminist and or anti-psychology/psychiatry. But our current system is just a huge shitshow, it seems and I didn't even let my blackpilledness show.
P.S. The government clerk that came as well forgott all the papers.
"Autism therapy" first day introduction. (missed the train last week).
Young German blonde plain jane / becky. Framemogged me as always.
Vibes of the female toxic equivalent of insecure masculinity.
Looked a bit like big red but natural blonde and taller.
She did not really introduce herself and I asked her if she is my psychotherapist. She answered "I am your therapist, but I studied special education" (a form pedagogy / andragogy) "I thougt this is a psychotherapy?" She asks me If I'd like to prefer to be treated by her colleague, then. I said, I don't know yet no idea about her profession etc..
She then went far to much into sperglord territory, treated me like I am mentally retarded. I talked a bit about my bad therapy experiences and my life. I asked her at some point how long she's working here. Half a year. She reads most stuff from some paper, textbook answers, gets angrier and angrier and if anything by heart she spills the usual bluepill equivalent for therapy. I asked later then if I could still switch. Maybe it's better, if I get treated by a shrink because my truckload of problems unrelated to autism. (I more or less asked for her opinion) She yells at me "This is not your decision anyway and you don't have to be that condescending and if you don't like it I can go" Sheeesh, WTF? Where is the point if I am not allowed to talk about my problems? Why do I have the feeling this will end again in some fake treatment of an unreal version of me thanks to forbidden reality that doesn't fit their narrative? They made big advertisment with "individual treatment to the needs of every patient" and that they are not like other facilities on their flyer. This seems to be a big thing? Illusion of choice, for some raeson. They pretend you have a say but if you want to claim it they get angry or it is somehow not possble for bullshit reasons? Is this some mindgame, I don't get?
Timestamp intentional:
NOTICE I am not even really anti-feminist and or anti-psychology/psychiatry. But our current system is just a huge shitshow, it seems and I didn't even let my blackpilledness show.
P.S. The government clerk that came as well forgott all the papers.
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