I wanted some workout weights to build a physique since i was 14-15 years old and never could cuz my mother was a broke bitch (i would lift a wooden box) and now that i bought some dumbbells last month for $40 (two 15 pound weights) and did some 3 minute workouts for like 5 days and now i dont even wanna workout.
It’s been weeks since i lifted the weights.
and the fact that i see videos of 15 year old toothpicks lifting 50 pound dumbbells it just makes me feel like a weak piece of shit.
why couldn’t i have gotten into weight lifting 7 years ago when i was in my prime?
Maybe it’s just cuz i’m too fat and have no energy or im too low t.
I DONT HAVE THE HUNGER AND DRIVE IN ME ANYMORE LIKE A HORNY HOPEFUL DRIVEN TEEN THAT HASN’T HAD ANYTHING BAD HAPPEN TO HIM WITH BIG DREAMS AND ASPIRATIONS WOULD HAVE
My dreams were crushed so their really isn’t much pushing me to workout.
Plus the thoughts in my head of not having free time if i lift and workout in the afternoon.
Fuck this world. I wanted to lift weights before it even became mainstream (be like one of those gym influencers) and now it’s too late.
I just wanna get some muscles so i can have power in my punches.
I guess you only want to do this type of stuff when you are a horny person. So i can’t blame myself, it’s just natural cuz i haven’t been horny in 5 years.
It’s been weeks since i lifted the weights.
and the fact that i see videos of 15 year old toothpicks lifting 50 pound dumbbells it just makes me feel like a weak piece of shit.
why couldn’t i have gotten into weight lifting 7 years ago when i was in my prime?
Maybe it’s just cuz i’m too fat and have no energy or im too low t.
I DONT HAVE THE HUNGER AND DRIVE IN ME ANYMORE LIKE A HORNY HOPEFUL DRIVEN TEEN THAT HASN’T HAD ANYTHING BAD HAPPEN TO HIM WITH BIG DREAMS AND ASPIRATIONS WOULD HAVE
My dreams were crushed so their really isn’t much pushing me to workout.
Plus the thoughts in my head of not having free time if i lift and workout in the afternoon.
Fuck this world. I wanted to lift weights before it even became mainstream (be like one of those gym influencers) and now it’s too late.
I just wanna get some muscles so i can have power in my punches.
I guess you only want to do this type of stuff when you are a horny person. So i can’t blame myself, it’s just natural cuz i haven’t been horny in 5 years.
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