A couple of months ago, while in my military service, i took a few days off to attend my graduation ceremony. I thought people would flock to me and ask me how im doing and id tell them stories from the military. I hadnt spoken to anyone for a year because i deleted my facebook account, didnt want any contact because i was mad over my 33 yo oneitis, who was in my class too, rejecting me. And ofc, she got the hghest grade, but that was the least of my problems.
When i went in the room, literally not a single person i knew spoke to me. People i was "friends" with, acted like i didnt exist. I was basically a ghost. The only person that talked to me was a female friend of my itis who i never spoke to before. I didnt bother carrying on the conversation because i was feeling sad. My oneitis didnt even look at me, it was like i wasnt even threre or smth. It was hard to not cry but im a soldier so i had to stand tall.
I had a chance to talk to her when we were alone in the dressing room but i just coulndt bring myself to do it. I could feel she didnt want it, she assumes that anything i do is a trick to get in her pants, women are so sexcentered, she cant understand that i want to be with in general. I left the ceremony broken and defeted then went back to the camp a few days later to get berated and abused like a good incel. Its my destiny i guess.
When i went in the room, literally not a single person i knew spoke to me. People i was "friends" with, acted like i didnt exist. I was basically a ghost. The only person that talked to me was a female friend of my itis who i never spoke to before. I didnt bother carrying on the conversation because i was feeling sad. My oneitis didnt even look at me, it was like i wasnt even threre or smth. It was hard to not cry but im a soldier so i had to stand tall.
I had a chance to talk to her when we were alone in the dressing room but i just coulndt bring myself to do it. I could feel she didnt want it, she assumes that anything i do is a trick to get in her pants, women are so sexcentered, she cant understand that i want to be with in general. I left the ceremony broken and defeted then went back to the camp a few days later to get berated and abused like a good incel. Its my destiny i guess.
