tfw when you're alone in this life and have to fly abroad alone like a dog, without your girlfriend and best friends by your side
I always feel alone, but at least in my day to day life, I have the comfy home of my parents I can hide in on weekends, I have my routine, I can LDAR in front of a computer and distract myself in million ways. I Can make myself a cup of tea, relax, watch stuff, read stuff.
as long as I'm in an indoors environment, I don't feel the loneliness as much as I feel it when I'm out in the public.
in airports, it's the worse, because you are an uncomfortable situation: you need to get to the airport 3 hours before your departure, you need to check in your baggage, go through security and all sorts of annoying bureaucratic procedures. if you do all this with your gf\your best friends- it's less annoying and can be even fun to some extent. you have someone to talk to and pass the time with. it's sort of a mutual adventure.
when you're alone, on the other hand, you go through all this discomfortable shit . no one cares about you, no one watches your luggage, you need to go to the fucking bathroom with your luggage, you need to do everything ALONE!!
and if there's some problem, you're fucked. there's no one in the world that gives the slightest fuck about you.
then you need to be alone in the airplane and if you have fear of flights, it's even worse.
and then you go through all your flight alone, while people are there with their best friends and spouses.
and then you get to the destination and need to be in your destination alone.
life as a loner\incel sucks.
I always feel alone, but at least in my day to day life, I have the comfy home of my parents I can hide in on weekends, I have my routine, I can LDAR in front of a computer and distract myself in million ways. I Can make myself a cup of tea, relax, watch stuff, read stuff.
as long as I'm in an indoors environment, I don't feel the loneliness as much as I feel it when I'm out in the public.
in airports, it's the worse, because you are an uncomfortable situation: you need to get to the airport 3 hours before your departure, you need to check in your baggage, go through security and all sorts of annoying bureaucratic procedures. if you do all this with your gf\your best friends- it's less annoying and can be even fun to some extent. you have someone to talk to and pass the time with. it's sort of a mutual adventure.
when you're alone, on the other hand, you go through all this discomfortable shit . no one cares about you, no one watches your luggage, you need to go to the fucking bathroom with your luggage, you need to do everything ALONE!!
and if there's some problem, you're fucked. there's no one in the world that gives the slightest fuck about you.
then you need to be alone in the airplane and if you have fear of flights, it's even worse.
and then you go through all your flight alone, while people are there with their best friends and spouses.
and then you get to the destination and need to be in your destination alone.
life as a loner\incel sucks.
