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BummerDrummerOG
卐 卍࿕࿖࿗࿘ꖦ
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My relationships are none and have always been that way, even with my parents despite being in the same house, so obviously no friends or gf to speak of. Ever.
My educational life is fucked since I'm a High school dropout felon low IQ retard, too stupid for a GED even.
My physical life is fucked due to manletism and hormone problems, scoliosis is also taking its toll as well as my balding.
My mental life is fucked due to drugs and complete isolation making me in essence mentally ill
I have nothing going for me. Absolutely nothing. Not a friend, not a career path, not an opprotunity. I have nothing to live for and somehow I still live. What do I have to fight for anymore? What do I have to lose? I guess it's just the thought of what happens once you die, what if there is a god that will send you to hell? Maybe it's just my computer and videya games. Maybe it's drugs. Idk. I'm just a fucking schizo rotting around in my room with christmas coming and I'm going to be alone. Completely. Don't even know if any of my online friends will say anything to me.
Why would god create me if he knew this was going to happen
I dont even know what I'm going to do
My educational life is fucked since I'm a High school dropout felon low IQ retard, too stupid for a GED even.
My physical life is fucked due to manletism and hormone problems, scoliosis is also taking its toll as well as my balding.
My mental life is fucked due to drugs and complete isolation making me in essence mentally ill
I have nothing going for me. Absolutely nothing. Not a friend, not a career path, not an opprotunity. I have nothing to live for and somehow I still live. What do I have to fight for anymore? What do I have to lose? I guess it's just the thought of what happens once you die, what if there is a god that will send you to hell? Maybe it's just my computer and videya games. Maybe it's drugs. Idk. I'm just a fucking schizo rotting around in my room with christmas coming and I'm going to be alone. Completely. Don't even know if any of my online friends will say anything to me.
Why would god create me if he knew this was going to happen