Venting Nothing I do matters.

[K1ng N0th1ng]

Doesn’t matter if I go to uni, get a nice cozy job, live the luxury life, get six plastic surgeries and LL, none of it would matter because I’m fucked at the atomic level. I exist as a reminder to others of what they should be grateful for.
The poor, the ugly, the disabled, the abused, the weak, they all serve one purpose: So that normies may have someone to look down on. If life was a street we’d be the asphalt and pavement that gives everything above us firm footing.
How does one cope knowing all of this? In a factory the defective products are removed and incinerated, what about defective people?

 

[K1ng N0th1ng]

Wonder if cyborgism will be a thing within my lifetime.

 

[Limitcel]

We need to somehow make our brain have the same satisfaction as the normies but without achieving what they achieve, we need to invent some drug for that.

 

[Jason Voorhees]

Doesn’t matter if I go to uni, get a nice cozy job, live the luxury life, get six plastic surgeries and LL, none of it would matter because I’m fucked at the atomic level. I exist as a reminder to others of what they should be grateful for.
The poor, the ugly, the disabled, the abused, the weak, they all serve one purpose: So that normies may have someone to look down on. If life was a street we’d be the asphalt and pavement that gives everything above us firm footing.
How does one cope knowing all of this? In a factory the defective products are removed and incinerated, what about defective people?

Well growing up in an ethnic household I was taught to never ever give up. My dad used to beat the shit out of me if I did badly in a test or failed to win something so since childhood I have had a fear of losing and that is what shaped my personality as an adult. I can't sleep at night knowing I'm a loser so I try everything in my power to change that regardless of the fact that it matters or not. I find solace in the fact that I tried and failed. This mindset has helped me achieved many of my goals but it's not good for your mental health.

 

[K1ng N0th1ng]

Well growing up in an ethnic household I was taught to never ever give up. My dad used to beat the shit out of me if I did badly in a test or failed to win something so since childhood I have had a fear of losing and that is what shaped my personality as an adult now. I can't sleep at night knowing I'm a looser so I try everything in my power to change that regardless of the fact that it matters or not. I find solace in the fact that I tried and failed. This mindset has helped me achieved many of my goals but it's not good for your mental health.

I grew up in an ethnic household too and if anything it only made me a self-hater. I try my hardest at everything, I topped my graduating class and I’m currently gymmaxxing, but it’s never enough because I’m genetically handicapped. It makes me want to claw my face off.

 

[Jason Voorhees]

I grew up in an ethnic household too and if anything it only made me a self-hater. I try my hardest at everything, I topped my graduating class and I’m currently gymmaxxing, but it’s never enough because I’m genetically handicapped. It makes me want to claw my face off.

True. I also hated myself deep down growing up feeling inferior any time I tried my hardest and still failed but it helped me build a strong and resilient character. It took me some time to realize this but like I said it's not good for your mental health. Throwing in the towel in much easier, more peaceful than struggling and fighting over things that you can't control.