Venting Nothing has any life in anymore

[lu.jones]

I feel like a hallowed shell of a man , but it seems that everything around me is just as hallowed. I feel completely numb and nothing removes that negative numb feeling. Nothing makes me happy anymore. I keep trying my copes and everything just feels numb. It seems like I only have 4 emotions fear, sadness, anger and numb. I can’t remember the last time I was happy and I’m not sure I ever was. Maybe the happiness we thought we felt is just nostalgia.

Every day I wake up and wish it’s my last. Every night I go to bed and hope I don’t wake up. This abyss Ive been plunged into, this void in which life was no meaning, this darkness that makes the world darker. I cannot escape.

My only crime in this cruel world was being born ugly. Well, atleast the logic’s there. I’m subhuman so they treat me subhuman.

 

[Adolf Kitler]

Anhedonia maybe

 

[Mistake]

I feel like a hallowed shell of a man , but it seems that everything around me is just as hallowed. I feel completely numb and nothing removes that negative numb feeling. Nothing makes me happy anymore. I keep trying my copes and everything just feels numb. It seems like I only have 4 emotions fear, sadness, anger and numb. I can’t remember the last time I was happy and I’m not sure I ever was. Maybe the happiness we thought we felt is just nostalgia.

Every day I wake up and wish it’s my last. Every night I go to bed and hope I don’t wake up. This abyss Ive been plunged into, this void in which life was no meaning, this darkness that makes the world darker. I cannot escape.

My only crime in this cruel world was being born ugly. Well, atleast the logic’s there. I’m subhuman so they treat me subhuman.

Same bro.

 

[lu.jones]

Anhedonia maybe

What’s that?

 

[lu.jones]

Same bro.

Over for us

 

[JuliusEvola]

"I'm so despondent about everything. Everything I try goes totally wrong. There's no escape from this hole here. I feel drained. So far, I still haven't found a real purpose in life. Sometimes, I'm afraid to get out of bed in the morning. There's nothing to get up for."
-Dr. Joseph Goebbels

 

[lu.jones]

"I'm so despondent about everything. Everything I try goes totally wrong. There's no escape from this hole here. I feel drained. So far, I still haven't found a real purpose in life. Sometimes, I'm afraid to get out of bed in the morning. There's nothing to get up for."
-Dr. Joseph Goebbels

Couldn’t of put it better myself