Venting Nothing ever gets better and it always gets worse

[FortunateMilkman]

When you think you've hit rock bottom it always seems like theres another pitfall where you can become exponentially more fucked up. I hate this. I hate myself. I just want out. Nothing ever makes sense, the logical progression of my life has been a complete joke. Why does shit have to be like this man.

 

[mangoboy]

You just can't be happy without good brain chemistry or shitty looks/race, that's a simple fact.

 

[Gremlincel]

everything you do is planned out in advance
the stars push their dark wills down on us

 

[FortunateMilkman]

You just can't be happy without good brain chemistry or shitty looks/race, that's a simple fact.

Even after taking a lengthy break from the internert to just read and write and try to expand my horizons it just made things worse, and coming back here nobody even noticed I was gone. This is so fucking stupid.

 

[mangoboy]

everything you do is planned out in advance
the stars push their dark wills down on us

Determinism is a bitch.

 

[Curious0]

Take antidepressants if it gets too bad

 

[metal]

never began

 

[Moustachcel]

You just can't be happy without good brain chemistry

brain chemistry is actually very important. Things like fast food, porn, internet and drugs destroy it and make you feel depressed, anxious, numb

 

[FortunateMilkman]

Take antidepressants if it gets too bad

This would just make things worse.

 

[Curious0]

This would just make things worse.

I will take them for sure if I ever get severely depressed and suicidal. As others have said before, your feelings occur because of your brain chemistry. You better manipulate it before it's too late.

 

[Mainländer]

It always baffles me how worse it can get.

For example, while I'm wageslaving in my work, I think about people doing the same type of work back in Brazil and earning 1/4 of what I earn. Or even worse, in China as semi-slaves. Or in some parts of the world and in the past as actual slaves. Or being tortured.

This here is hell, this is becoming more and more obvious to me. Everything is suffering in one way or another.

 

[Getlooksordie]

It always baffles me how worse it can get.

For example, while I'm wageslaving in my work, I think about people doing the same type of work back in Brazil and earning 1/4 of what I earn. Or even worse, in China as semi-slaves. Or in some parts of the world and in the past as actual slaves. Or being tortured.

This here is hell, this is becoming more and more obvious to me. Everything is suffering in one way or another.

I would trade my life in a heartbeat with them if it guaranteed me a faithful looksmatched wife.

I would legit rather be a poor, starving workslave in a 3rd world country, but have a loving wife to come home to.

Starving is also overrated, I once starved myself for a month eating 200 calories a day and it was nowhere near as painful as being incel.

There is legit no fate worse than being incel.

 

[Gremlincel]

I'm gonna sleep now.. I pray I don't wake up again, not here.
(Maybe if I do enough of these announcements the shadow gods will take notice and grant my wish.)

 

[armis]

Yeah this is true, that saying "it can only get better" is just normalfag just-world bs, things can always get worse.

 

[Mickeyonacid]

Being alive as an incel is cope, tbh

 

[Deleted member 1252]

everything you do is planned out in advance
the stars push their dark wills down on us

This. Free will is an illusion. Your path is decided before you know it.

 

[fred_herbert]

it will keep getting worse until you are in the grave

 

[Deleted member 6657]

 

[jerrycan dan]

nevER give up