It's Over Not planning on living past 30.

[ItsTrulyOver]

So I was just scrolling on my phone rotting and I accidentally opened my camera app and saw myself and had a visceral reaction. Eyes were bug-like, my mouth in a neutral position looked like it was tilted 20 degrees, disgusting uneven eyebrows shaped like a road in rural Brazil. The face of a defeated person. I couldn't believe that was me, and it made me incredibly suicidal again.

I don't want to live beyond 30 and I will not plan to. Every day I hope I get killed by some random ass event like a car running me over or the train brutally derailing and killing everyone inside.

What is the point? Live for what? To be mocked and ridiculed? I am a genetic monstrosity and I'm sure I will have horrible health problems down the line just for no fucking reason other than the two people that were my parents so I will suffer just for being born.

No one takes me seriously or appreciates anything I do, I am just seen as a means to an end.

If I don't have anything close to pussy/relationships by 30 I would ram my car into a tree at full speed.

"But thERe is so much more to life!!!121!!!!" - Fuck you no there isn't, I will be alone forever and my soul will rot like than of a homeless person who has been drinking a bottle of vodka every day for the past 40 years. I will not be able to cope anymore due to sheer boredom and deterioration of the mind.

I hate being mogged by literally every fucking living being on this planet. I HAVE ENOUGH and by 30 thERe WILL BE NOTHING LEFT.

I hope that everyone that has wronged me in life is subjected to years of torture in a North Korean prison and is then eaten alive by the slaves working there.

 

[wereq]

just for no fucking reason other than the two people that were my parents

Have you told your parents that they're the reason for your suffering?

 

[ItsTrulyOver]

Have you told your parents that they're the reason for your suffering?

No. I want to say it but I can't, my brother however did tell them that when he chimped out. He lives in a home for "special" people. I need to act like I'm on their side or else they're gonna treat me like shit.

 

[Ghost]

So I was just scrolling on my phone rotting and I accidentally opened my camera app and saw myself and had a visceral reaction. Eyes were bug-like, my mouth in a neutral position looked like it was tilted 20 degrees, disgusting uneven eyebrows shaped like a road in rural Brazil. The face of a defeated person. I couldn't believe that was me, and it made me incredibly suicidal again.

I don't want to live beyond 30 and I will not plan to. Every day I hope I get killed by some random ass event like a car running me over or the train brutally derailing and killing everyone inside.

What is the point? Live for what? To be mocked and ridiculed? I am a genetic monstrosity and I'm sure I will have horrible health problems down the line just for no fucking reason other than the two people that were my parents so I will suffer just for being born.

No one takes me seriously or appreciates anything I do, I am just seen as a means to an end.

If I don't have anything close to pussy/relationships by 30 I would ram my car into a tree at full speed.

"But thERe is so much more to life!!!121!!!!" - Fuck you no there isn't, I will be alone forever and my soul will rot like than of a homeless person who has been drinking a bottle of vodka every day for the past 40 years. I will not be able to cope anymore due to sheer boredom and deterioration of the mind.

I hate being mogged by literally every fucking living being on this planet. I HAVE ENOUGH and by 30 thERe WILL BE NOTHING LEFT.

I hope that everyone that has wronged me in life is subjected to years of torture in a North Korean prison and is then eaten alive by the slaves working there.

You might get worse afterlife. Like eternal hellfire or worse reincarnation.

Something to consider before you rope

 

[Cnidoblastos]

I understand you. I have 27 years old... We don't have much to do here, but I intend to live on consumerism for the rest of my life

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

That feeling of seeing a picture of yourself and the pain of being so incredibly unattractive hits like nothing else. A good day is a day when I don't see myself in the mirror.

 

[virginsincethen]

My condolences

 

[ItsTrulyOver]

That feeling of seeing a picture of yourself and the pain of being so incredibly unattractive hits like nothing else. A good day is a day when I don't see myself in the mirror.

It's brutal, I saw myself for a split second and it ruined my day and probably my week.

 

[Adolf Kitler]

I don't want to live beyond 20

 

[ViciousKanga]

its even worse when ur hairline is receeding

 

[ItsTrulyOver]

its even worse when ur hairline is receeding

My hair is falling out at an alarming rate since I was like 15 there is hair literally EVERYWHERE in my room, my desk is full of hair right now and when I clean it, it keeps coming back I will probably be fully bald by like 26/27.

 

[ViciousKanga]

My hair is falling out at an alarming rate since I was like 15 there is hair literally EVERYWHERE in my room, my desk is full of hair right now and when I clean it, it keeps coming back I will probably be fully bald by like 26/27.

at the rate im going at im gonna be slick bald by 25

 

[Diomedes_1112]

So I was just scrolling on my phone rotting and I accidentally opened my camera app and saw myself and had a visceral reaction. Eyes were bug-like, my mouth in a neutral position looked like it was tilted 20 degrees, disgusting uneven eyebrows shaped like a road in rural Brazil. The face of a defeated person. I couldn't believe that was me, and it made me incredibly suicidal again.

I don't want to live beyond 30 and I will not plan to. Every day I hope I get killed by some random ass event like a car running me over or the train brutally derailing and killing everyone inside.

What is the point? Live for what? To be mocked and ridiculed? I am a genetic monstrosity and I'm sure I will have horrible health problems down the line just for no fucking reason other than the two people that were my parents so I will suffer just for being born.

No one takes me seriously or appreciates anything I do, I am just seen as a means to an end.

If I don't have anything close to pussy/relationships by 30 I would ram my car into a tree at full speed.

"But thERe is so much more to life!!!121!!!!" - Fuck you no there isn't, I will be alone forever and my soul will rot like than of a homeless person who has been drinking a bottle of vodka every day for the past 40 years. I will not be able to cope anymore due to sheer boredom and deterioration of the mind.

I hate being mogged by literally every fucking living being on this planet. I HAVE ENOUGH and by 30 thERe WILL BE NOTHING LEFT.

I hope that everyone that has wronged me in life is subjected to years of torture in a North Korean prison and is then eaten alive by the slaves working there.

How old are you now?

I’m also considering doing the same

 

[ItsTrulyOver]

How old are you now?

I’m also considering doing the same

21 soon 22

 

[Diomedes_1112]

21 soon 22

I’m about to turn 25, and am seriously considering it. But it’s not too late for you though.

I haven’t been able to exercise/work out or find a job etc. that’s why I’ve fallen behind.
But I don’t know your situation. If you’re very unattractive then you might have little hope

 

[frenchIncel61]

I understand you because I felt what you feel. I refused any photo of myself for years.

Now I'm 61 old ! I survived ...

 

[ItsTrulyOver]

I understand you because I felt what you feel. I refused any photo of myself for years.

Now I'm 61 old ! I survived ...

My condolences monsieur.

 

[ItsTrulyOver]

I’m about to turn 25, and am seriously considering it. But it’s not too late for you though.

I haven’t been able to exercise/work out or find a job etc. that’s why I’ve fallen behind.
But I don’t know your situation. If you’re very unattractive then you might have little hope

Genetically I'm probably a lost cause. Over generations my ancestors have fucked their cousins just to keep wealth in the family and it hasn't done shit. I'm sitting here as my parents are arguing AGAIN over who owns what of some shitty plot of land I couldn't give two shits about. I AM INBRED FOR NO REASON, IT HASN'T EVEN ACHIEVED IT'S INTENDED PURPOSE.

 

[ItsTrulyOver]

Genetically I'm probably a lost cause. Over generations my ancestors have fucked their cousins just to keep wealth in the family and it hasn't done shit. I'm sitting here as my parents are arguing AGAIN over who owns what of some shitty plot of land I couldn't give two shits about. I AM INBRED FOR NO REASON, IT HASN'T EVEN ACHIEVED IT'S INTENDED PURPOSE.

And this isn't wealth in the royal family sence, this is wealth in the farmer owns two medium to small sized pieces of land that may or may not be worth something wealth.

 

[Diomedes_1112]

Genetically I'm probably a lost cause. Over generations my ancestors have fucked their cousins just to keep wealth in the family and it hasn't done shit. I'm sitting here as my parents are arguing AGAIN over who owns what of some shitty plot of land I couldn't give two shits about. I AM INBRED FOR NO REASON, IT HASN'T EVEN ACHIEVED IT'S INTENDED PURPOSE.

Has it caused defects in you?

That absolutely sucks. I would hate my ancestors for that wishing that they be sent to the deepest parts of Hell

 

[ItsTrulyOver]

Has it caused defects in you?

That absolutely sucks. I would hate my ancestors for that wishing that they be sent to the deepest parts of Hell

My siblings have defects making them disabled but I "got away" with being ugly and non-NT.

 

[Diomedes_1112]

My siblings have defects making them disabled but I "got away" with being ugly and non-NT.

I think such defects fade away over generations

 

[avoidthefoid2]

So I was just scrolling on my phone rotting and I accidentally opened my camera app and saw myself and had a visceral reaction. Eyes were bug-like, my mouth in a neutral position looked like it was tilted 20 degrees, disgusting uneven eyebrows shaped like a road in rural Brazil. The face of a defeated person. I couldn't believe that was me, and it made me incredibly suicidal again.

I don't want to live beyond 30 and I will not plan to. Every day I hope I get killed by some random ass event like a car running me over or the train brutally derailing and killing everyone inside.

What is the point? Live for what? To be mocked and ridiculed? I am a genetic monstrosity and I'm sure I will have horrible health problems down the line just for no fucking reason other than the two people that were my parents so I will suffer just for being born.

No one takes me seriously or appreciates anything I do, I am just seen as a means to an end.

If I don't have anything close to pussy/relationships by 30 I would ram my car into a tree at full speed.

"But thERe is so much more to life!!!121!!!!" - Fuck you no there isn't, I will be alone forever and my soul will rot like than of a homeless person who has been drinking a bottle of vodka every day for the past 40 years. I will not be able to cope anymore due to sheer boredom and deterioration of the mind.

I hate being mogged by literally every fucking living being on this planet. I HAVE ENOUGH and by 30 thERe WILL BE NOTHING LEFT.

I hope that everyone that has wronged me in life is subjected to years of torture in a North Korean prison and is then eaten alive by the slaves working there.

life ends at 30 anyways

 

[ItsTrulyOver]

life ends at 30 anyways

That's what I'm saying, most people are settled by that point, very little changes, so why even try.

 

[Pancakecel]

Another one of these threads jfl, you won't do anything

 

[reveries]

Honestly I used to have the same thoughts in my 20's but I'm already a bit over 30 and not much changed for the worse. Feels almost the same. Some things that I worked on got even better, like health, money, living circumstances and such. I used to be sick and lived in poverty.

 

[reveries]

Another one of these threads jfl, you won't do anything

 

[ItsTrulyOver]

Another one of these threads jfl, you won't do anything

You don't know shit about my life and you are in no position to judge whether I am capable of it or not. It is quite a while away anyway but if nothing changes I see nothing that would prevent me from doing it given an appropriate method.

 

[Pancakecel]

You don't know shit about my life and you are in no position to judge whether I am capable of it or not. It is quite a while away anyway but if nothing changes I see nothing that would prevent me from doing it given an appropriate method.

Sure thing lad, we'll see

 

[Rapistcel]

Have you told your parents that they're the reason for your suffering?

Doing that would be stupid

 

[Dehumanized]

dude there's nothing worse than being in this cold world just to suffer. I wish you peace with this decision man, if the pain is TOO much, we understand. All the pain and torture will finally end.

 

[ImTooUglyToBeHuman]

It's just a thought to be perfectly honest. I used to think I wouldn't live past the age of 16. 7 years latER, sadly still alive.

Hope you don't do it brocel.

 

[TheRotKing]

"But thERe is so much more to life!!!121!!!!" - Fuck you no there isn't

im not planning on reaching 30 eithER. 29 will be my upmost limit

 

[Orbiter]

I turned 30 this year I feel the same as in my 20s. nothing special. just lost more hope and feel even less. there are alot of people that are or were in the same situation.

 

[Pesttanz]

go out like a hERo in GTA

 

[frenchIncel61]

For me, the maximum suffering was reached around age 30.
At age 40 = 95%
At age 50 = 75%
At age 60 = 35%
I think it is related to the testosterone level. When we reach andropause, all men look the same.

 

[avoidthefoid2]

That's what I'm saying, most people are settled by that point, very little changes, so why even try.

yep. there's no point trying after 30. if you didn't make it until 30, you won't make it after that

 

[avoidthefoid2]

For me, the maximum suffering was reached around age 30.
At age 40 = 95%
At age 50 = 75%
At age 60 = 35%
I think it is related to the testosterone level. When we reach andropause, all men look the same.

lol, are you over 60?

 

[Gendocel]

You won't do shit.

Suicide is very rare. Of all depressed people maybe 0.0001% suicide. People underestimate how hard it is to shut off survival instinct.