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I just wanna be loved, but don’t think I’m worthy
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I just feel like such a big fucking loser because of this. Like how the fuck do you make it to my age and not even kiss.
I know some will say I'm too young but 23 is a weird fucking age to never kiss. At least some male virgins have kissed and have had opportunities to lose it that they simply missed or blew it, but I've never even had those. It's disgustingly embarrassing and no girl would be okay with me being a kissless 23 year old if I ever had a chance. I would have to lie and hope she doesn't find out, and my virginity is something that I would really prefer not to lie about. I just want to be accepted in spite of it. I don't want to be negatively judged. I want to be vulnerable. Girls want a man with experience, not a pathetic child they have to "teach" to be normal.
Please kill me. I'm such a fucking loser. Everyone I know is better than me.
I know some will say I'm too young but 23 is a weird fucking age to never kiss. At least some male virgins have kissed and have had opportunities to lose it that they simply missed or blew it, but I've never even had those. It's disgustingly embarrassing and no girl would be okay with me being a kissless 23 year old if I ever had a chance. I would have to lie and hope she doesn't find out, and my virginity is something that I would really prefer not to lie about. I just want to be accepted in spite of it. I don't want to be negatively judged. I want to be vulnerable. Girls want a man with experience, not a pathetic child they have to "teach" to be normal.
Please kill me. I'm such a fucking loser. Everyone I know is better than me.
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