not gonna lie

[blackpillednigga]

reading stories you write some of you are sensitive bitches. although I hate foids and wish for them to be locked (in minecraft) some of you dont know what true bullying is like. a foid as a mcdonalds employee making a joke saying you need to order more fries because you're too skinny isn't bullying (I myself am skinny and was called too skinny throughout my life but idgaf, better than being called fat). a foid gym trainer telling you how to do excercise correctly isnt bad either (yeah it kinda sucks but its very tame).

THIS IS BULLYING:

if a foid quitely whispers to someone else after looking at you "hes so creepy"

foid looks at you in extreme disgust and backs away

chad publicly makes fun of your looks, foid laughs in agreement with chad

foid purposefully avoids sitting next to you

you get physically harrased and foids dont come to help you because you're ugly

foids dating your bully

foids accusing you of sexual assault for merely looking at her or accidentally bumping on her

foids saying "ew, hes so ugly" when reffering to you

 

[I want to believe]

Yeah, I agree. I remember there was a foid in my uni who insulted me in front of her classmates. I wanted to do something, but I was afraid.

 

[blackpillednigga]

Yeah, I agree. I remember there was a foid in my uni who insulted me in front of her classmates. I wanted to do something, but I was afraid.

shouldve filed for harassment

 

[Sexless incel]

I was afraid.

 

[Emba]

shouldve filed for harassment

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

some of you dont know what true bullying is like.

Your examples are very tame.

Shannon was anxious and had social anxiety/depression. However, Shannon was treated fairly well in the program. I, however, I was denigrated by both psychologists and youth. A certain "redhead" psychologist would frequently criticize me because I struggled to make eye contact or speak to other youth. I had to use stress balls to control my anxiety, which made me a source of amusement for the other youth in the group. They whispered and laughed at me, but treated Shannon like a queen.

To shorten the story, I'll say this: We were placed into separate therapy groups due to "unintended problems"(Negatively "influencing" a female of higher status). Years later, she did some "lovely things" to me after volunteering in the psychiatric hospital.

That situation has always bothered me. Anyway, moving on...

I lived in a youth commune for some time. There, I was harassed/bullied by Tyrone and Chadlito. Tyrone took pictures of my naked body(I was in the male bathroom cleaning myself) and started laughing at my child-like appearance and fairly small phallus size with his roommate. He also threw dice at my room door each night and would play loud "rap" music at maximum volume to disturb me.

Chadlito, however, was much more subtle. He would peak into my room and, on occasion, steal my items. He also liked to gossip about me("He's a weirdo", "He's a freak", "He puts food in bags and goes outside to eat alone") and especially loved recording me. This led to him recording me while I was sleeping(I have sexsomnia), which led to the shelter boys/girls laughing at my "sexual speech". Note that the shelter girls had already mocked me previously for my feminine voice and autistic, avoidant behavior.

Because my case manager divulged my ASD diagnosis freely, I was a prime target for bullying and abuse from other youth. Chadlito eventually tried to have me evicted from the commune, which happened after I started staying in my commune room most of the time to avoid being shoved into desks by him(Demonstrating his "machismo" against an innocent aspie).

It is painful to have ASD, MDD, GAD, PTSD(It was already present from childhood trauma), and Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria/RSD. I would've likely roped if not for my obsessive fantasizing from ASD.

Yes...bullied on the street. Common scenario for vulnerable males.

I was bullied on the street once by a tall White man. He laughed at me because I was ethnic and told me I could only hope to get "low quality" landwhales.

His exact words were, "You make all the obese girls faint. Keep your shirt on!"

I've had negative experiences with Latinos in the past. A certain Chadlito used to gossip and bully(physically/verbally) me when I lived in a commune. Also, a Latino once insulted("Bitch, nobody gives a fuck about you") me on the bus because he disliked my anxious behavior; I had a headache.

However, someone I once respected seemed like a kind Latina.

Years ago, I was bullied too. Youth would laugh at me because I was a short autistic boy who was unable to speak without stuttering. They called me "house mouse", "weirdo", "freak", "pipsqueak", "leprechaun"(feminine voice). A femoid staff member said, "I think he has a disability", as a joke.

I've always been dissociated from my surroundings because of my illnesses, so I speak to myself for comfort and clarity.

I've had women avoid me as much as possible. On one occasion, a foid quickly blocked me from sitting next to her on a very crowded bus. Another fell(wearing sandals) on the ground and accused me of pushing her until her foid friend said "It wasn't him".

I've experienced this "firsthand"; a psychiatric nurse said "Hello Su" to me because I was (anxiously) fidgeting with a pencil in my hospital room. This is despite the fact that ASD-related fidgeting was already documented in my mental health history. I am a short ethnic male. Another hospital patient deliberately walked past me twice and insulted me as I was calling a relative on the hospital phone because he thought my hat was "stupid". He received no punishment.

Shannon Rose Bosanac enjoyed three luxurious stays in the same psychiatric hospital. Each time, she was treated like a deity by hospital staff.

And of-course, there was group therapy. I've explained that already

You're reminding me of my first stint in group therapy. Youth would nearly always overlook me. Some blatantly insulted me and made statements such as "Intellau, you know no one wants to partner with you. Go over to the table and sit alone", "Tsk"(Directed at me), "No one likes him! He acts like a female! Why do I have to go to the 'Quiet Room'?".

The only exception was when a certain kind youth joined my group. He treated me respectfully and showed concern for my obvious anxiety and social ineptitude; I was his partner for one group assignment, and it went very well.

Yes, I remember my final day in group therapy well. I was heavily depressed, as usual. It was cloudy and raining. A certain Black youth told me, "Intellau, go over there."(As usual), and I obeyed him out of a desire for peaceful group time. A kid by the name of "Sean", another Black youth, criticized my writing and said "Wow....Intellau's writing is terrible"(He was handing out our goal sheets for the day); he also made sure to read my "discharge" certificate. I kept my discharge secret so I wouldn't be laughed at by my group "mates".

And as usual, on the drive home, the young girls in my transportation van started hitting me and drawing on me. Why? Simple:

Exactly. This was evident to me when the male youth living in the same commune as me would walk by my room door each night and mock me with the sexual language I used while sleeping. They also would deliberately slam their room doors as hard as possible to startle me since I have chronic anxiety from autism.

"Looks like we've got a mouse in the house"(Chadlito said this because I was isolating myself in my commune room due to embarrassment. I would wrap a belt/blanket around my body to prevent sleep-masturbation.)

"Wow, Intellau didn't go outside to eat today"(Yes, I remained in my room without eating; it was habitual by that point)

Chadlito personally walked by my door and said, "So you don't like women riding?" in a cocky tone, and then went into his room laughing.

Stress only worsened my sexsomnia...

I still remember cowering into a ball inside my room as the male youths stood outside my door laughing at my sexual sleep-talking. It was then that I realized "sexsomnia" was one of my ASD symptoms. I still had "fluids" and sweat on my body from the act.

 

[I want to believe]

What? I'm kinda small and weak.

 

[Indari]

foids accusing you of sexual assault for merely looking at her

happened recently. God I hate women

 

[pixy.DARKMEATURKEY]

God I hate women

 

[Academiciancel]

foids accusing you of sexual assault for merely looking at her or accidentally bumping on her

happened recently. God I hate women

Can relate. Women who just arbitrarily happen to feel "uncomfortable" are the most dangerous savage animals on earth. They'll be supported by everyone, too. They can destroy your life in a flash.

 

[Indari]

Can relate. Women who just arbitrarily happen to feel "uncomfortable" are the most dangerous savage animals on earth. They'll be supported by everyone, too. They can destroy your life in a flash.

their feelings are always more important than a man's.

 

[Sennacherib]

kys nigger

 

[blackpillednigga]

kys nigger

you first troon

 

[depressedblackcel]

you already know the way they treat black ugly guys. I wont even need to explain anything cause you already know what I've experienced.

 

[Noseman]

reading stories you write some of you are sensitive bitches. although I hate foids and wish for them to be locked (in minecraft) some of you dont know what true bullying is like. a foid as a mcdonalds employee making a joke saying you need to order more fries because you're too skinny isn't bullying (I myself am skinny and was called too skinny throughout my life but idgaf, better than being called fat). a foid gym trainer telling you how to do excercise correctly isnt bad either (yeah it kinda sucks but its very tame).

THIS IS BULLYING:

if a foid quitely whispers to someone else after looking at you "hes so creepy"

foid looks at you in extreme disgust and backs away

chad publicly makes fun of your looks, foid laughs in agreement with chad

foid purposefully avoids sitting next to you

you get physically harrased and foids dont come to help you because you're ugly

foids dating your bully

foids accusing you of sexual assault for merely looking at her or accidentally bumping on her

foids saying "ew, hes so ugly" when reffering to you

Chill nigga and get baked