I remember back when i was younger, around 14 or so. The neighbor my older brother was friends with would always try to talk to me or throw me a football. I'd never be able to catch it. Or even throw it back. I could tell that he thought i was weird or not normal because of that. Many of the neighbor and school kids i would attempt to socialise with would also hate that i couldn't do "manly" or sports-like things.
It's what happens when you don't grow up with a dad. Someone who can show you how to "be a man" All my awful father (who was never around, and i only saw at visitation) would tell me is "be a man" but he would never tell me HOW to be a man. All he did was make kids and then leave them. He also abused women and did drugs. What a "man" my father was and still is, JFL.
I also get criticized for not being into manly interests. You know, the generic things. Cars, sports, things like that. I've been trying slowly to get into them. I can understand cars, and REALLY like some, but sports bore me. There are other manly things i like or am interested in, but if you aren't into football or fast cars, then "you're a pussy".
Modern day people think those things are outdated and too conservative. Or "toxic masculinity". At least it's better to be that than to be me. An incel that doesn't even look or sound, or even get treated like a man, as a 20 year old adult male.
It's what happens when you don't grow up with a dad. Someone who can show you how to "be a man" All my awful father (who was never around, and i only saw at visitation) would tell me is "be a man" but he would never tell me HOW to be a man. All he did was make kids and then leave them. He also abused women and did drugs. What a "man" my father was and still is, JFL.
I also get criticized for not being into manly interests. You know, the generic things. Cars, sports, things like that. I've been trying slowly to get into them. I can understand cars, and REALLY like some, but sports bore me. There are other manly things i like or am interested in, but if you aren't into football or fast cars, then "you're a pussy".
Modern day people think those things are outdated and too conservative. Or "toxic masculinity". At least it's better to be that than to be me. An incel that doesn't even look or sound, or even get treated like a man, as a 20 year old adult male.
