i fucking hate welfare checks i want them to fuck off and i just want my neetbux. And yes the way people act is the result of the best survival strategy that works. If i showed emotion and acted “confident” i swear to God I would be hit harder 10x more. Everything is just a survival strategy in real life and people don’t understand. Im not allowed to be expressive and show confidence because it’s like shooting myself in the foot. It’s like running into 10 tigers waiting to tear me limb from limb it’s pure retardation. The real world is just a giant stage play everyone has to act their roles and I have to act my role as a sub5 punching bag and can’t switch castes because it’s hardcoded.
Same, wish they would leave me alone but I need to play the game and collect more diagnoses. Germany is going right wing, and by the time the trad-larp party comes into power and reduces the welfare state, I need to be legally bed-ridden and on life support

I already have these cards: Autism diagnosis, CPTSD diagnosis, random anxiety diagnoses, kyphosis + scoliosis and maybe more coming up kek.
Also, 100%, acting confident and such will get you punched in the face even harder, exactly my experience. No amount of fashion and or style will change peoples judgement of you. This can have massive advantages in the right context though. Example: If you are ugly but you manage to make normies associate your ugliness with victimhood, you are steelmanning them into virtue signalling at you. They can not do anything else, or they would be evil in their own eyes.
It's like, if someone makes fun of you being bald, just say, "I have cancer"



Watch as they do a fucking 180 and apologize furiously. That's what I mean.
Normies in HS treated me like complete shit for years until some dumb rumor a bully spread backfired, and they started viewing me as child-abuse victim. Within weeks, everyone of these NPC monsters did a 180° and treated me differently.
The only disadvantage is that, just like when they think you are evil and ugly 24/7, they never change their opinion ever. So, once you are seen as disabled by social workers and doctors, they connect your disability with your looks in their mind etc - you can never disprove them and claim you are "healed" or something.
Everything you fucking do will be seen as evidence that you are disabled


Example - last time social workers came here two days ago, my doorbell rang in middle of session. I rushed down to catch the mailman, as I usually do. When I came back up, the foids said that my behavior was from CPTSD and childhood trauma - I WAS JUST TRYING TO CATCH THE FUCKING MAILMAN
But because I am ugly and have physical health issues, my body only moves really clunky, which looks aggressive but is just from shit neurology etc. So they interpret everything I say or do as confirmation for me being abused dog, its fucking hilarious.
A normie might say, this is just in my head or something, but no. This is a historical, observed phenomenon with mental health services, as far back as 1970s.
For example, the Rosenhan experiments.
TLDR - Rosenhan sent actors to mental health services with the mission to larp as schizophrenic and such. They were immediately diagnosed and interned in mental hospital. Then they would stay there for a week before suddenly dropping the larp and asking to be discharged since they had healed - THE STAFF WOULD GASLIGHT THEM AND JUST SAY NO ON YOU ARE ACTUALLY SICK AND SHIT TRUST ME


When Rosenhan published this, mental health staff was seething! So they challenged him to send more actors. They wanted to prove that they could tell apart fakers from real cases and shit. Rosenhan agreed. Few weeks went by, they made big announcement - AHA! WE FILTERED ALL THE FAKERS, ROSENHAN DEBOONKED!


Problem:
Rosenhan didnt send anyone this time
en.wikipedia.org
Like you say, its all hardcoded. The social welfare system + social workers now treat me equally as patronizing and shitty as they would have without diagnoses, just inverted if you get me. Being patronized as mentally ill freak who needs welfare checks 6 times a month is just flip side of the bullying coin. It's equally as dehumanizing. The only perk of the humiliation is that you dont have to wageslave.
@GeckoBus the entire social matrix is based on the observer effect. If there’s an observer i.e people watching you then you’ll always have to change your behaviour to suit their likes and dislikes because it’s a matter of survival. This applies to nearly every area of life. Science, intellectual stuff in general, art, dating etc. being normal is most of the times a requirement. This also applies to looks too. If you look sub5 ugly relative to other people around you it’s already over.
If you don’t fit the observed pattern, it’s over. Being sub NT theres already no coming back from that because whatever you do you won’t fit the observed pattern. Brutal stuff



Exactly, this goes perfectly with what I already wrote. Once they put you in a certain box, you can not escape it anymore. Everything you say will be interpreted as confirming the box. Worldviews and associated value judgements ARE SELF-REINFORCING. They are the filter through which experience is interpreted, so by definition they will only produce self-confirmatory data. All data that does not fit the presuppositions of the worldview will be dismissed, ignored or forcibly fitted to work with the worldview. It is bonkers. The deeper I dive into this topic, the more I feel like I am interacting with robots that operate on a basic set of "if-then" statements rather than actual humans with critical thinking.
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