Well, I'm an old ricecel by now in my 30s and my time is ticking. I will try to ascend in SEA soon hopefully. Idgaf. Life is too short and I already missed out. I don't even know what its like to go on a walk down the shopping center, dine at a restaurant, or go walking around with a foid. Even if I'm unlucky enough to run into a gold digging SEA noodlewhore, at least I got the experience of dating. Crucify me and call me a betabuxx simp if you want. I'm in my mid fuckin 30s. Its totally different once you get to this age because now you are even more beatdown.
As for White American foids, JFL. Completely out of the question. I don't even have them anywhere remotely in my mind anymore as they are completely out of reach for me as an old 5'6 burger ricecel. As a matter of fact, if I see them in south east asia, I swear I won't even look at them. They would just remind me of what a terrible life I went through in America. I fuckin swear man I'm a literal fuckin ghost here to foids. 5'6, ethnic, AND aging? You're basically invisible. OR if they do notice me, its the consistent awful looks of contempt, pity, disgust plus the terrible treatment.