during my job training out in the field, we have pull something at night called security/fire guard just to make no one takes our shiet or try to kill us yk?
and during my 1230-100 night shift, i got paired with this korean/cumskin chica. She was forced to pull security with nigger ink well (me), must've been hard for her but u must face all challenges in this job yk
during the shift, you're manning a machine gun while laying down in the dirt while the other has an AR-15 that's pointing the other way yk?
ofc I took the bigger machine gun cuz muh masculinity n shiet
but we also have to whisper and communicate with kicking each other in the legs to notify of danger (if we can't talk because of danger)
anyways, the Chica and I finally had somewhat of a conversation 30 mins in, but I think it was because she was trying to stay awake n shiet (Cause Chica fell asleep and didn't respond to one of my kicks for a status check) cause we were tired and fatigued from being worked to death the entire day (like we were non-stop running with heavy backpacks and long guns yk?)
I didn't care anymore at that point and told her I was an ink well, and ofc she didn't know what it was and I explained it in a way that wouldn't get me in trouble yk?
I wanted to tell her so bad how much I lust for her kind n shiet but how they hate niggers, but I bit my tongue
but she ended up giving me the typical bluepill advice n shiet about how I should just focus on my copes n shiet and they will come to me; I wanted to disagree so bad but in order to avoid blowing my cover, I just agreed but to disagree in my head
She mentioned in the conversation that she really didn't like guys of my type which fucking stood out to me... I vividly remember in my mind saying "yea fuck me because im a no good nigger" and then I told myself "well it's already expected cause literally no fucking Chica likes me"
it was one of the first times I spoke to a toilet outside of work related matters and it felt good, blood. it did, this just shows how much we miss out because of inkwelldom and it sucks bro. not trying to brag or shiet, but trying to explain the point of how shiet like this sticks with us and how starved we are..
have hope for the afterlife, bloods...
it's over
and during my 1230-100 night shift, i got paired with this korean/cumskin chica. She was forced to pull security with nigger ink well (me), must've been hard for her but u must face all challenges in this job yk
during the shift, you're manning a machine gun while laying down in the dirt while the other has an AR-15 that's pointing the other way yk?
ofc I took the bigger machine gun cuz muh masculinity n shiet
but we also have to whisper and communicate with kicking each other in the legs to notify of danger (if we can't talk because of danger)
anyways, the Chica and I finally had somewhat of a conversation 30 mins in, but I think it was because she was trying to stay awake n shiet (Cause Chica fell asleep and didn't respond to one of my kicks for a status check) cause we were tired and fatigued from being worked to death the entire day (like we were non-stop running with heavy backpacks and long guns yk?)
I didn't care anymore at that point and told her I was an ink well, and ofc she didn't know what it was and I explained it in a way that wouldn't get me in trouble yk?
I wanted to tell her so bad how much I lust for her kind n shiet but how they hate niggers, but I bit my tongue
but she ended up giving me the typical bluepill advice n shiet about how I should just focus on my copes n shiet and they will come to me; I wanted to disagree so bad but in order to avoid blowing my cover, I just agreed but to disagree in my head
She mentioned in the conversation that she really didn't like guys of my type which fucking stood out to me... I vividly remember in my mind saying "yea fuck me because im a no good nigger" and then I told myself "well it's already expected cause literally no fucking Chica likes me"
it was one of the first times I spoke to a toilet outside of work related matters and it felt good, blood. it did, this just shows how much we miss out because of inkwelldom and it sucks bro. not trying to brag or shiet, but trying to explain the point of how shiet like this sticks with us and how starved we are..
have hope for the afterlife, bloods...
it's over
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