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Before 90 days of nofap
free test: 10.847 ng/dL (calculated)
estrogen: 37 pg/mL
After 90 days of nofap
free test: 6.2564 ng/dL
estrogen: 31 pg/mL
Unfortunately I was retarded and asked for free test instead of total test the second time, fortunately I saw free test too the first time. The idea was to see my total test though but I guess this will do for now. I would do both but its expensive as fuck (older clinic was closed) so I couldn't measure my DHT.
Anyway, as you can see, both test and estrogen dropped, but while estrogen dropped a little (about 16%) the testosterone dropped significantly (42%)
Basically I went from "very pathetic" levels to "consider suicide" levels.
This is the power of nofap JFL!
This is how it went:
I started at 01/07/20
free test: 10.847 ng/dL (calculated)
estrogen: 37 pg/mL
After 90 days of nofap
free test: 6.2564 ng/dL
estrogen: 31 pg/mL
Unfortunately I was retarded and asked for free test instead of total test the second time, fortunately I saw free test too the first time. The idea was to see my total test though but I guess this will do for now. I would do both but its expensive as fuck (older clinic was closed) so I couldn't measure my DHT.
Anyway, as you can see, both test and estrogen dropped, but while estrogen dropped a little (about 16%) the testosterone dropped significantly (42%)
Basically I went from "very pathetic" levels to "consider suicide" levels.
This is the power of nofap JFL!
This is how it went:
I started at 01/07/20
- 8 days of nofap: It is too easy
- 9 days of nofap: thinking about sex a lot while in bed, hoping to fuck escorts
- 11 days of nofap: thinking I was getting more optimistic about personal projects due to nofap, probably a cope
- 16 days of nofap: waking up in the morning with a giga boner, still thinking about fucking escorts, I often visited escort websites
- 20 days of nofap: I noticed I was feeling really pissed off for no reason, thinking about dumb memories from years ago
- 22 days of nofap: porn have an intense effect on me, if I watch a porn video, it 'lingers' in my head, making me think about it for a while
- 23 days of nofap: the quality of my sleep decreased, I am sleeping less and waking up during the night sometimes
- 25 days of nofap: so horny I woke up seriously thinking about messaging girls I know hitting on them like a dumb sperg
- 41 days of nofap: started to get boners during the day for no reason, not even watching porn or thinking about sex
- 45 days of nofap: started obsessing over a milf escort in particular, thinking about her every single day, especially after waking up
- 47 days of nofap: the effects of the milf escort diminished, and I stopped caring about her little by little
- 54 days of nofap: thoughts started to become more erotic than images, I am now getting boners with thoughts easily and porn seems boring
- 55 days of nofap: the dickpill killed me, I saw a thread on lookism about how easy it is to get sex with a big dick, and I was never the same ever since. This killed my libido completely
- 61 days of nofap: I noticed how easy nofap became after the dickpill, I just can't feel horny anymore, I hate how the world works, how picky women are... how unfair it is that a man can simply show his bulge and fuck sexy girls while I have been working hard on myself for so many years and can't even lose my virginity
- 63 days of nofap: sex does not exist for me anymore... I don't think about it. Stopped getting erections in the morning for a few days. I want validation more than sex, if I can't have validation, fucking an escort is pointless... I just can't enjoy it
- 75 days of nofap: started to recover little by little, but still lower than in the beginning
- 76 days of nofap: I took a selfie in the shower in the morning, and dear lord I looked like a fucking ogre, even worse than normally. I couldn't stop thinking about how subhuman I looked
- 78 days of nofap: for the first time in my life, I had nocturnal emission (aka wet dream) I didn't even know back then that my body could do this. I had an erotic dream about humping some bitch I know on bed, JFL
- 83 days of nofap: feeling kind of depressed, I realized that nofap doesn't do shit about depression
- 90 days of nofap: no super powers, not much different than fapping once a week (although it can help men with ED)