
Rotter
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Personality detector malfunction
One of my good friends sister lives next to me. He is two years older than us and I'm in cc while my friend is out of state. Her brother is two years older than us. He was the biggest asshole to us growing up. He's an ass to everyone and just a general dick. I used to be pretty awkward and not have that many friends (I still don't but I have more than I did before and am out of my awkward phase id like to think). I was super geeky.
We never really liked each other and he would just not pleasant to be around. I do admit I would like to provoke him. So here's where it gets weird.
I have a kink for doing stuff for guys who treat me like shit/ aren't nice to me. When we were growing up I always liked to make him mad and never understood why. I secretly loved it when he treated me like shit.
So a few months ago he saw me outside (we haven't talked in awhile and don't live directly next door). And told me he was sorry about how he used to treat me growing up. We talked which led to me leaving a cheeky remark (mostly to provoke him) and he said something along the lines whatever, blow me. He was walking away and I said okay I will.
Well it has progressed into me giving him blowjobs. Quite frequently. I get off knowing that he was a dick to me and I'm pleasuring him. He's still a dick but not as bad as before.
I blow him in his car at work, various spots in town, sometimes my house when no one is home. I could never see myself dating him. I don't care for his personality, all I care about is that cock.
He asked me on a real date not to long ago, I said no thanks your personality is shit and you're not that smart (mostly to provoke him). He seemed to take it to heart and called me names. So I let him mouth fuck me. I don't know what it is and why I'm giving blowjobs to a kid who used to bully me and was an asshole. I guess I'm just using him, but it's not like he isn't getting anything out of the deal.