I will never even bother, I'm done with any juvenile delusions of "ascending" (what a fkn joke). What the fuck even would i have to gain by "ascending"? A future of sexless bedrooms and apathy from a woman who will never love a sub8. The truelovepill and AWALTpill broke me, I can't ignore it. It will always linger in the back of my mind, I'll always be aware of it. Something else that really hurts to think about is knowing you can never show even the slightest bit of emotional vulnerability around them, only if you're chad but even then he runs the risk of getting cucked by a stoic chad. Love is completely nonexistent, even supposed "motherly love" is a crock of shit. I think only fathers are capable of loving their kids tbh.
