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Endless circle of pain.
I only have 2 real friends, 1 moved to an alternate country while another has no classes aith me.
I fucking hate my life, all my ”friends” some guys/girls had me do shit for them like money (this is the only time a girl would talk to me) or be video game console tech support. When I was getting beat up, they laughed and joined in. When I fought back, they freaked out and got the teachers.
I remember a suppressed memory from middle school where after I got back from a fight yesterday one of my “friends” asked me how come I didnt die and the whole class started insulting me and calling me insults, the most notoable to me was this shout.
“Die BJRGAMINGGOD, DIE!”
I went home and I fucking cried, I wish the cruel thing we call god had me die by suffocation from the umblical cord to save me a life time of suffering.
I only have 2 real friends, 1 moved to an alternate country while another has no classes aith me.
I fucking hate my life, all my ”friends” some guys/girls had me do shit for them like money (this is the only time a girl would talk to me) or be video game console tech support. When I was getting beat up, they laughed and joined in. When I fought back, they freaked out and got the teachers.
I remember a suppressed memory from middle school where after I got back from a fight yesterday one of my “friends” asked me how come I didnt die and the whole class started insulting me and calling me insults, the most notoable to me was this shout.
“Die BJRGAMINGGOD, DIE!”
I went home and I fucking cried, I wish the cruel thing we call god had me die by suffocation from the umblical cord to save me a life time of suffering.