I don't even have my family. I disowned them years ago because they're a bunch of cunts. The only ones that I somewhat get along with are my dad, one of my aunts and one of my uncles (Technically not my real uncle because he never married my aunt, but I call him uncle anyway). As for friends, they come and go. The last time I had a consistent friendship with anyone was 4 years ago. After I moved out of my dad's, we drifted apart and even though I'm living here again now, he barely speaks to me. I feel like people forget I even exist when I don't proactively speak to them. They never start a conversation with me, I always have to start one with them and I just can't be bothered.
