I am now 21/22 years old and i pretty much have literally no reason to keep on being alive,I only have 1 friend and i have no dreams or ambitions my friend brother is a 27 year old incel who just lives month by month and has no dreams ambitions or purpose he just wakes up and goes to work eat go back home plays and sleep again (he´s like 5´7 thats why he´s an incel) I don´t know if i will be able to endure it like him he is really smart and not even him have his life figured out im not that smart and I have zero chances of ever finding a girlfriend and even if i did the majority of girls from my city after 16 are no longer virgins and had 2+ partners and god knows how many more they have each year that pass,im also almost poor and can´t find a job here in this 35K habitants city and believe me i tried the only job i could get is at a supermarket 6 days a week but I have scoliosis and suffer from back pain daily and don´t know if carrying boxes would make this pain worse I also can´t make any friends virtually or in person for some reason people don´t seem to care besides some of you fellowcels here in is. what do I use to cope? is there any hope for me? how you guys manage to keep going? (plz help)
