Are you in your 30's or older?
I dont have this desire if i coom relentlessly
I think you just haven't reached "the point of no return" yet, and you will, everybody does
No matter how much I eat snacks, I'm still going to want to eat regular food, the desire to eat food doesn't go away because you have an endless supply of tasty snacks, the taste of snacks gets old, it always will, same with porn when it comes to sex
I used to think porn would "be enough", and I remember telling a friend this and he told me I'd find out one day I was wrong and it will never be enough, and he was right, I had a few years of porn being "the best thing ever", porn is no longer enough today, its more like something to help me "get by" until I can get what I want
When you've watched enough porn, you get tired of seeing it, and you start wanting to do it instead
as soon as i relapse by fapping i lose all motivation
I don't get it, so you have an orgasm and that makes you forget your life is shit?
The more I watch porn, the more I want to fuck, so the more I want to get rich so I can fuck
The less I watch porn, the more horny I am, so the more I want to fuck, so the more I want to get rich so I can fuck
It doesn't matter what I restrict myself from doing, I'm still going to want to fuck
I think you've just fallen for the nofap meme and its created a placebo effect for you, because masturbation will never be as satisfying as sex, its obvious just from looking at what you're masturbating to, porn could never be enough
I don't think you need to deprive yourself of pleasure to want more pleasure, the want will always be there
Unless you are in your mid 30's or something, maybe your libido is dying