Deleted member 17606
Rise and Rot
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My wageslave job only gives me a week day off and since I work at night my only hobby is to go walking around the city at night once I have had some drinks. I always end up regretting ever leaving my house because as soon as I reach an area with bars and pubs all I see are friends and couples and aside from that the streets are dead empty. I am the only person roaming the streets aimlessly, no goals, no plans fot the night. Just the same active rotting as the week before. I truly feel subhuman seeing people with friends and significant others that have the blessing of getting to plan a night out and have fun. Maybe its the alcohol talking but is there anything left to do for a truecel? The whole existence is like stuck at a level and you cant continue onward, just stuck in the same uneventful place while others continue on to bigger and better things