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Incel801
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It's life's greatest coping mechanism to block out all the bad and only focus on the few positives that might have come my way concerning looks.
My greatest lie I told myself through the years was that I was only slightly below average..somehow I kept that lie up for many many years and my mind did huge mental gymnastics to keep the truth from myself. I was cerifiably insane and lived in total fantasy mode.
I realize now by comparing myself to the"ugly" people that have chosen to show their pics on here that I'm not incel..incels are not ugly really,they just are not fuckable to women.
I don't think I belong here either...
Blackops= mogs me by 2-3 points
Jsanza= mogs me by 1 point
Elephant man= has better muscle definition
That would put me in the 1-1.5/10 scale..to think I would rate myself a 3-4/10 at one time.. I was so deluded.
My greatest lie I told myself through the years was that I was only slightly below average..somehow I kept that lie up for many many years and my mind did huge mental gymnastics to keep the truth from myself. I was cerifiably insane and lived in total fantasy mode.
I realize now by comparing myself to the"ugly" people that have chosen to show their pics on here that I'm not incel..incels are not ugly really,they just are not fuckable to women.
I don't think I belong here either...
Blackops= mogs me by 2-3 points
Jsanza= mogs me by 1 point
Elephant man= has better muscle definition
That would put me in the 1-1.5/10 scale..to think I would rate myself a 3-4/10 at one time.. I was so deluded.