hey.
my life was fucked before september, but my actions during that month fucked it even harder by 100x points. i was a good student in college, but i figured out how to buy weed, got an addiction, spent the next three months high trying to forget about the blackpill, missed classes, assignments, finals, and only passed one class. now, during the break, i was sent back home to live with my abusive mother and brother. both of them are harder drug addicts, hoarders, mentally ill, abuse me physically sometimes, force me to sleep in a cat filled living room while my abusive brother takes over my bedroom. i obviously cannot take living like this rn, and i have no future now cause of the college situation.
any brocels want to help me get out of this situation and away from my family? i have no rental history, and my only past job was at a fast food restaurant for a couple of weeks. i have savings thankfully, and i was looking at websites where people advertise cheap rooms for rent. ive neeted and lived in bedrooms all my life, so i dont mind. i found this one for 450 a month in my town. all other housemates and homeowner are male (no foids) and military backgrounds, its ready to move into, and the homeowner, the guy renting it out, is chill, says i can smoke weed if i wanted (but i obviously need to quit), and even says he will help me out with rides (I dont have a license). cherry on top of the cake? Yesterday he picked me up to tour the place, and he has a hot tub he says i can use whenever.
as of now, thats the only idea i have at the moment. i wanna use my savings to rent the room, get a job in town by next month, work to pay rent and survive, and figure out the college situation. any brocels wanna take pity on a low iq subhuman and tell me what you would do or give me some ideas? or should i just go homeless and purposely overdose on fent?
my life was fucked before september, but my actions during that month fucked it even harder by 100x points. i was a good student in college, but i figured out how to buy weed, got an addiction, spent the next three months high trying to forget about the blackpill, missed classes, assignments, finals, and only passed one class. now, during the break, i was sent back home to live with my abusive mother and brother. both of them are harder drug addicts, hoarders, mentally ill, abuse me physically sometimes, force me to sleep in a cat filled living room while my abusive brother takes over my bedroom. i obviously cannot take living like this rn, and i have no future now cause of the college situation.
any brocels want to help me get out of this situation and away from my family? i have no rental history, and my only past job was at a fast food restaurant for a couple of weeks. i have savings thankfully, and i was looking at websites where people advertise cheap rooms for rent. ive neeted and lived in bedrooms all my life, so i dont mind. i found this one for 450 a month in my town. all other housemates and homeowner are male (no foids) and military backgrounds, its ready to move into, and the homeowner, the guy renting it out, is chill, says i can smoke weed if i wanted (but i obviously need to quit), and even says he will help me out with rides (I dont have a license). cherry on top of the cake? Yesterday he picked me up to tour the place, and he has a hot tub he says i can use whenever.
as of now, thats the only idea i have at the moment. i wanna use my savings to rent the room, get a job in town by next month, work to pay rent and survive, and figure out the college situation. any brocels wanna take pity on a low iq subhuman and tell me what you would do or give me some ideas? or should i just go homeless and purposely overdose on fent?
