i only have one irl female friend and we meet up like 2-3 times a year to talk, nothing outside of that. we only became friends because we both went to the same college and were from the same highschool previously, so we talked a little because we both didn't know anyone in our new college. she's a becky, i'm surprised she's even friends with me considering my near subhuman height & face.
today i left my room for the first time in 50 days to meet her because she wanted to chat over coffee. i'm pretty sure we're only friends because she finds my mild autism entertaining along with my weird interests. we're both 20 and so are most of her friends. she started telling me about all the crazy wild parties and sex stories that she and her friends experienced. every weekday friday saturday sunday they would be out drinking and going home with a new guy every night, plus using tinder and getting sugar daddies who buy them expensive shit. she showed me lots of pics of her friends and the guys and it's just so brutal these guys are gigachad. plus, lots of the dads of her guy friends own mega businesses and their chad sons are always driving luxury cars, the best fashion clothes, watches, and bragging about their materialistic wealth while the girls are eating it all up and loving every bit of it.
meanwhile, i'm fucking rotting in my room like what even is the point it's just so brutal. one of the girls is so rich that she bought plane tickets for this chad from tinder to meet her in hawaii and after a week they plan to get married like wtf, they're 22 & 23 btw. also, this other 20 year old girl brings home a 27 year old chad and her dad clearly disapproves of it since he has tattoos and also stayed the night to fuck her. but the dad is so cucked and didn't say anything because he was always away working (betabuxxing) so he was never really present in her life so i guess he let it slide, but it's so fucking cucked. this one other chad is fucking dating some rich taiwanese royal heiress. it's like they're flying all over the world coz they're rich international students from the UK, australia, korea, etc. some girls would make their boyfriends take viagra and they would just fuck like rabbits all night long and even in public.
the most retarded thing is almost everyone is fucking cheating on each other. then i went on to subtly blackpill her on looks and she was like "yeah that's true, i hate ugly people, they're so incompetent and annoying it ruins my day." then she said it’s refreshing to talk to me coz i dont gossip like her female friends but talk about interesting stuff which is actually just fucking blackpill science and i explained every action of why she & her friend behaved the way they did with their guys and female nature psychology along with all the other autistic shit i've been reading about. it's like i got a glimpse into the life of gigachad & stacy and it burned my soul as a neet autist incel. where do i even go from here? how can i even cope?
today i left my room for the first time in 50 days to meet her because she wanted to chat over coffee. i'm pretty sure we're only friends because she finds my mild autism entertaining along with my weird interests. we're both 20 and so are most of her friends. she started telling me about all the crazy wild parties and sex stories that she and her friends experienced. every weekday friday saturday sunday they would be out drinking and going home with a new guy every night, plus using tinder and getting sugar daddies who buy them expensive shit. she showed me lots of pics of her friends and the guys and it's just so brutal these guys are gigachad. plus, lots of the dads of her guy friends own mega businesses and their chad sons are always driving luxury cars, the best fashion clothes, watches, and bragging about their materialistic wealth while the girls are eating it all up and loving every bit of it.
meanwhile, i'm fucking rotting in my room like what even is the point it's just so brutal. one of the girls is so rich that she bought plane tickets for this chad from tinder to meet her in hawaii and after a week they plan to get married like wtf, they're 22 & 23 btw. also, this other 20 year old girl brings home a 27 year old chad and her dad clearly disapproves of it since he has tattoos and also stayed the night to fuck her. but the dad is so cucked and didn't say anything because he was always away working (betabuxxing) so he was never really present in her life so i guess he let it slide, but it's so fucking cucked. this one other chad is fucking dating some rich taiwanese royal heiress. it's like they're flying all over the world coz they're rich international students from the UK, australia, korea, etc. some girls would make their boyfriends take viagra and they would just fuck like rabbits all night long and even in public.
the most retarded thing is almost everyone is fucking cheating on each other. then i went on to subtly blackpill her on looks and she was like "yeah that's true, i hate ugly people, they're so incompetent and annoying it ruins my day." then she said it’s refreshing to talk to me coz i dont gossip like her female friends but talk about interesting stuff which is actually just fucking blackpill science and i explained every action of why she & her friend behaved the way they did with their guys and female nature psychology along with all the other autistic shit i've been reading about. it's like i got a glimpse into the life of gigachad & stacy and it burned my soul as a neet autist incel. where do i even go from here? how can i even cope?
