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She is younger than me by a few years and is what one would consider top tier in looks. Voted best looking and best body her senior year. Had 4 or 5 Chad boyfriends in hs. Had alot more chads, normies, and incels talk about how pretty she was. Played all kinds of sports. Went to every dance in hs school starting in her freshman year, and of course was voted on the prom court. What does that mean for me? The pretty girls and stacies' were always hovering around, and yet I could not join that world. Me? Pubertycel. I looked 10 when I was a freshman,and 12 or 13 when I was a senior. I would consider myself 4/10 maybe even 3/10 back in the day in looks, but that was before puberty really was in effect. My puberty started late and was stretched out. Looking back at picture when I was in college I looked like some bewildering hybrid between boy and man, with no sense of style. But my looks were going down. I recently did a photfeeler test and it came back 3% attractive, so I tried again in a different pic and it got 2% attractive. She's happily married now with a family while I find ways to cope with being an uglycel. Fuck my life. While all this was going on it wasn't until my juiior year in hs that a girl left notes under my typewriter in typewriting class. She had a crush on me and I didn't know who she was for a few weeks. Of course I was getting my hopes up and thinking to myself I'm ascending. Then I found out she was the ugliest girl in school.
