Tension
Worthless.
★★★★
- Joined
- Jan 8, 2018
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She's a few years younger than me, still in high school, but she has everything given to her on a silver platter while I am left behind to rot. Everything I have ever wanted in life, she has easy and instant access to. She's got a job, currently earning more fucking money working at McDonald's than I make collecting NEETbux. She goes out to parties every other week, she has a seemingly endless plethora of friends and contacts, has already had FIVE BOYFRIENDS in the last three years, and there's probably going to be many more men she'll be bringing home over the next few years. I hate having to be around her... I hate how we both have the same blood, the same parents, yet we are like the polar opposites of each other; she's a life success, and I'm a life failure. It's utter hell imagining what I could have been. We might walk past each other in the house, and, she's the same height as me... she weighs slightly more than me (not fat, she's average weight, I'm just skinny), she's just all-around more "developed" than me; mentally and physically, and that fact alone is very saddening. I can't say much more other than she Lifemogs me, in every conceivable aspect.
Do I even remotely come close to having anything of what she has? Fuck no, of course not, and I never will. Why? Because I'm an autistic loser. Autism is a fucking death sentence for males.
I think the nail in the coffin for me today was when I saw her Facebook account... simple selfie of herself has 400+ reactions on it and countless comments and replies. I don't even have an FB account but if I did and I posted a selfie of me it would probably only get 2 likes, obligatorily from family, and no one else.
Having a sister that Lifemogs you is one of the worst punishments of being an Incel IMO. Do any of you relate to this situation? Do you have siblings that mog you?
Do I even remotely come close to having anything of what she has? Fuck no, of course not, and I never will. Why? Because I'm an autistic loser. Autism is a fucking death sentence for males.
I think the nail in the coffin for me today was when I saw her Facebook account... simple selfie of herself has 400+ reactions on it and countless comments and replies. I don't even have an FB account but if I did and I posted a selfie of me it would probably only get 2 likes, obligatorily from family, and no one else.
Having a sister that Lifemogs you is one of the worst punishments of being an Incel IMO. Do any of you relate to this situation? Do you have siblings that mog you?