This hit me today,when i was trying to search for pics of my old classmates,back when i used to get heavily bullied.I saw how beutiful,they'd become.It brought back memories of my middleschool days and how my worth as a human being was back then.Everyone made me feel like I was actually just better off never to have existed,while the Stacies were treated with so much respect and dignity that It baffled me.What had I done wrong to make people see me as nothing better than roadkill?Existing as a sub5 male with social anxiety.That was my crime.The Stacies were almolst like beings on a different plane of existance than mine,they seemed inhuman or maybe they were human,I just wasn't.People outside of the incel-sphere will say that,being attractive mostly just means that people want to fuck you.Yes,this is a big part of the experience of someone who is born attractive,but It's the things that come out of that,that are the most important,like being treated as dough you're worth something.I never got that treatment.I never felt as If I was worthy of breathing the same air as stacies.All I wanted was some human decency from everyone and I couldn't even get that.I was constantly mocked ridiculed and degraded.Why?Because I wasn't given the proper bone and eye structure.If this world does have a creator,he's no where near loving.He's cold and apathetic towards the suffering of the weak.
