I just dont feel human anymore, i have no one to talk to and no one gives a shit about me, my life used to always suck but i was naive and blupilled so i had some kind of hope about my life, when i discovered the blackpill my whole outlook on future changed, now not only my life sucks but i know it will not get better and I abandoned all hope, last summer i tried to rope for the first time ever, and a year later nothing changed, now im thinking about suicide again and idk i just feel so lost.
