Lv99_BixNood
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View: https://old.reddit.com/r/cptsd_bipoc/comments/1icuq4p/my_white_worship_is_going_to_be_the_end_of_me/
I will fully admit that I put white men on the pedestal. They are the most desirable race of men and it feels like a win to have one be attracted to black women.
I always wanted to be married to a white guy but, of course, they’re too boys chasing asian, Latina and Arabic women (when it comes with interracial dating) and would never even look at a black woman unless it’s sexual.
It feels like I am actually beautiful when a white man finds me attractive and I hate it. More so when it’s an attractive white man. But those white men aren’t interested in black women.
Black women already hardly have white men into us, but the ones who are aren’t attractive. They’re always short, balding, dark brown eyes, etc. it’s never the tall blond/brunette white men full of hair who have blue/gray/ green eyes and are very attractive.
Another sheboon obsessed with whitu cocku