I made a thread earlier explaining the situation https://incels.is/threads/spiccel-i...he-was-only-a-point-above-me-in-looks.707874/ . Basically I was friends with these two people and introduced them to each other and they got off quickly in their relationship and excluded me on a Discord voice call. Realizing neither of them liked or respected me, I managed to ghost and block them. I know I made the right decision otherwise I would have been bullied and made fun of or basically be an orbiting simp.
One thing that really gets to me is how people never seem to like or respect me even before I showed my face. I don't really care about that spiccel simp that much. But I do feel deeply unhappy that the girl never liked me as a person even before she saw my face she made fun of my Indian accent. But it's ridiculous since the guy sounded like some illegal beaner and she didn't even remark on it. The worst part is her almost orbiting him even before she saw his face, I thought maybe it's because she thought he was attractive and I was ugly but I just don't get it. It makes me so angry, all that wasted time being nice to her and she didn't value me at all. Why does this always happen to me. Why does everyone seem to dislike me and I never fit in? From the beginning she was flaky with me talking on and off and sometimes leaving and refusing to respond the next day or giving one word responses, meanwhile she acted like she was super interested in him and he was so boring. I just don't get what I lack, at first I thought she was doing it to piss me off and make me feel bad. But I think she really likes him or at least she dislikes me so much that interacting with anyone else is way more enjoyable.
I wish I could gas them as (video game characters) both with Zyklon B in a Nazi concentration camp (in GTA), I want to see them slowly choke and suffer for 20-30 minutes before dying. I hate them so much, even worse I still feel like contacting that foid sometimes. Due to the fact she is female although she is deformed, but looks good with a mask on. It's so unfair but I won't cuck out by interacting with her again.
One thing that really gets to me is how people never seem to like or respect me even before I showed my face. I don't really care about that spiccel simp that much. But I do feel deeply unhappy that the girl never liked me as a person even before she saw my face she made fun of my Indian accent. But it's ridiculous since the guy sounded like some illegal beaner and she didn't even remark on it. The worst part is her almost orbiting him even before she saw his face, I thought maybe it's because she thought he was attractive and I was ugly but I just don't get it. It makes me so angry, all that wasted time being nice to her and she didn't value me at all. Why does this always happen to me. Why does everyone seem to dislike me and I never fit in? From the beginning she was flaky with me talking on and off and sometimes leaving and refusing to respond the next day or giving one word responses, meanwhile she acted like she was super interested in him and he was so boring. I just don't get what I lack, at first I thought she was doing it to piss me off and make me feel bad. But I think she really likes him or at least she dislikes me so much that interacting with anyone else is way more enjoyable.
I wish I could gas them as (video game characters) both with Zyklon B in a Nazi concentration camp (in GTA), I want to see them slowly choke and suffer for 20-30 minutes before dying. I hate them so much, even worse I still feel like contacting that foid sometimes. Due to the fact she is female although she is deformed, but looks good with a mask on. It's so unfair but I won't cuck out by interacting with her again.
